A piece of my life..

Etude XXXI 14 july 2006

2006-07-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

decided to blog about this as i marks the end of my band life! glad my solo turned out ok cos i screwed up a lot during rehearsals.... the dance was ok too! glad i did my best for etude! love FFX! i keep humming tht unes to myself whenever i am free. glad we played it! thanks for all the cool gifts and flowers everyone! esp wanna thank my hc classmates for coming... i noe we didnt keep in contact for so long, and felt bad to talk to u guys only when i wanna sell my band tickets... i truely appreiciate those who came and those who wanted to come but couldnt. Thanks a lot!

i need to find my letter for the blood donation drive... i want my 10 hours of cip! blog revived!

update

2006-03-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

life is sooooooooooo boring tt i wan to abandon this blog!

Wells... 2 weeks ago... my united junior class got split up as 10/19 got kicked out. we went to thier bbq to witness thier class spirit and unitiy. Me, hongtuck, aaron & wanzhen felt really sad for the class and sad to ourselves tt our class is not even close to the standard of unity of our junior class. it was indeed a memorable night... it was kinda devjavu and i rmbed the times when i got kicked out too... it was a sad feeling but im so glad i got over it!~ the flame rekindled...

Band appeals... after reading eng hon's blog felt tt he is a good sl as he tried everything to save his junior... im glad tt both my juniors managed to stay. beatrice got the band appeal whereas lynn got some miracle call. though it is unfair to the other sections that a small section like us managed to get 2 appeal slots but i am thankful!:)

ps: I started a secret new hobby on 20th feb 2005
! hope to see results soon!

My Birthdays!

2006-02-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

Long time never post~ let me post about my birthdays! so happy this year so many people celebrate for me!
26/1/06
Thank you my dear OG 26 for the very special surprise! i felt very stupid that i believed all the lies u guys told about where to get a cake and tt it was someone else's birthday! haha! i'm so loser! thanks the the cute wallet too!

27/05/06
happy b day to justine! my 05s75 celebrated me and justine b day on the class reunion dinner! it was quite fun getting to see all teh familiar faces that made my first 3 months an unforgettable one! even though we did not met for a long time, i still felt a special closenest to them! you guys rock!

02/2/06
Yay! it was finally my birthday! so excited when i got to school! during council gm dear maye and celeste gave me this super cool pencil box! it was kina weird at first but the pencil grew on me and i so like it now! its super nice! thanks for the kind notes from solaris too! :)
Thanks to vivian and xiuming for the yummy yummy famous amos cookies! i haven ate them in a long long time and i am so happy to be able to eat them!

Later the band people clebrated my b day in an unusual way! they gave me "carrot cake" as in the real chai dao kuay and some 10 cent sweet for my b day! i was so taken aback lor! but thanks to my super connections! i noe something big was on the way!

thanks to my 06s06 who sang me a song in the canteen! haha! :)

later my class gave me a very ah beng poser bracelet thingy... dunno how to discribe it! haha! but it was very nice of peckying to help me choose it! later got present from wei shyuan and a card tt was written in front of me from alicia! also a weird rendition of the b day song from aaron...

05/2/06
today after the mr ho's house excursion, which was kinda boring... i went for s06's class outing! iwas was also so stone! haha! thanks to joanne mum for the generous ang bao! later (as expected) they celebrated my b day with a cake tat resembled shit! but it tasted nice! haha!

haha! later had the band reunion dinner that i was so very late for because i missed the bus stop. i had news tt they were going to celebrate there cos tess msg me wrongly and i had seen the big yellow card in the band room liao! but cos i had a really long day i had forgotten all about the surprised. and went for the dinner as per normal! i cant beleive tt i didnt sense anything when only my section and angela were taking photos! after that when i returned it was pitched black and qingyang played a bbirthday song on this trumpet! it was quite touching... ok lah... it was very touching! i almost felt like crying. i emphasise on the word ALMOST. then got to see the nice cake and the lovely cool card tt i had a lot of trouble bringing back home. and the super cute box with a lot of poser stuff inside like blingbling, spermo(a soft toy), shirt, sun glasses and a paor of boxers! my section gave me a really cool poser wallet! thank you everybody:- Tess, shiying, peiying, jia min, weiichong, hara, yan ping, craig, alex, dorea, meikeen, van, nat, joanne, shuheng, angela, cindy, kirby, samuel, chingtong, eng hon, karwai, wilson and out!dency and anyone else tt i missed out!

06/2/06
lol! today got this cute pair of boxers from jiali and veron! thanks mans! its super cute! haha! :)

this is the best birthday i had! thanks everyone! :):):)

happy b day coming...

2006-01-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

YAY! its almost my b day!

On thursday, my nice og already celebrated for me! so gan dong! they very smart lah bluff me is someone elses one then i hallfway sneak down some meeting the celebrate then is actually for me! haha! actually i half expected it! lol! thanks for the wallet! love u guys loads!

On friday, had a class outing! at least it was fuN! had a great time playing pool! i hope i am getting better! really got to catch up with my classmates... it was really good fun! :) later went for reunion with my hc class! haha! its so FUN seeing them all again! even though we didnt meet up for so long we still could have so much fun tgt! haha! thanks for celebrating my b day too! got a really nice card and cake! but where is my present?? haha! thanks guys! hope to see u all again soon! its really a good class! loads of hc memories! haha!

On saturday, i need a pair of nike futura! And i think i have ugly clothes... i wan the quiksilver shirt!

Today, stoneage! but got some ang baos at least!

Must Work Hard....

2006-01-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

lol! today is the first time i went for something so cool and painful! dun wanna tell it here unless u ask me! haah! life for the past week has been fun! getting to noe so many juniors! always spend my time rotting around in the canteen! must change.... keep rottting with s06! but damn funny always make fun of jason! lols! i think its really fun to get to noe s06 so well... i think i spend more time talking to them then to my classmates... sigh... i think my class feels so much different from last year... or maybe i am not spending enough time with them...

well im so proud solaris at least tried to go for nj superstar on friday!good luck to roman & si yuan! hope the best man will win! study study study....

Stalia Estralias

2006-01-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

day5:
walk-in and skit was a BLAST! many juniors said our house did well for both! SO happy! i think i did the priest and the sun god well! haha! ppl were laughing like crazy! lols! got my new class... they seemed quite stone! had a hard time to play games with them during class session... :( but the guys seemed quite enthu! haha!

day6:
spent the day having tuition then went to get maye b day present! haha! got to noe some ppl from celeste og and they seemed quite nice! haha!

day 7:
war games! siow! they day was quite a blast! had loads of fun rahrahing schiara to cheer during war games and after tt! after war games damn high and kinda got one house angry and our jeers and cheers... it was partly my fault cos i did most of the rahrahing at that point! ooops.... sorry... but quite proud of myself that i managed to rahrah a whole house! it was quite cool! after that our class went out to curry wok i think... got to noe the ppl at my table better and they are actually really nice ppl! then we went to coro to crapand did a lot of stupid things... hope xl and joce not angry at me! haha!

day 8:
Station games! damn sian! Had to say the same things like over and over again for 3 hours! nearly wanted to faint!

day9:
war games 2 was pretty fuN! got quite wet but it was really really cool seeing all the j1s so bonded and trying to kill us all ogls! woohooO! after tt quite sian cos have to pick all the paper from the track! after tt was slacking around with chin wei... cos damn sian lor! after tt went venizia with my class... yum yum... after tt i went back to hc to visit my class cos got some free time! brought back a lot of memories! dance party was quite ok lor... i very impressed by xl break dancin! he doesnt look as though he can dance TT well! super cool! after tt got damn high with celeste at the ending...after tt went back to the park to visit my hc junior class, did my mass dance and went home! haha!

orientation 2006 was really a success! as quoted from xl, i never regretted being a ogl even thought my studies are badly affected... cos i made so many new frends and realised so many things about myself... things that i nv dreamed of doing, i did... i'm quite proud of myself and the 5 of us! i think we did a great job as ogls!
rock on njc.... council.... schiara... og26 & 06s06!

OG 26 ROCKS MAN!

2006-01-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

yes... kena forced by og ppl to write nice things about them. and seriously, the 4 ogls think our og rock big time... we were talking over break today and we are so proud of ourselves and the og... in just like 4 days we all seemed like good frends already! alright man! LOVE YOU GUYS!

day 3:
sian i did not do much with the og cos i wasnt on duty... very depressing... my hw and stuff... wanted to die in class.... later went out with og and i felt so much better... the seemed to have bonded so much from the last time i saw them... we had loads of fun at curry wok unitl the owner had to chase us out! haha! we rock!

day 4:
IT WAS THE BEST DAY SO FAR MANSS! i love my og! we had loads of fun during the cheer session... i was so enthu lah... rahrahing my og to cheer and cheering along... even though i dunno some of the cheers well... and i couldnt stomp properly.... haha... and i sing nation dream also cannot reach some notes... hahah... lousy me! woah.. our og damn high already then go and do dance! even more high... was helping to rahrah some unenthu but nice guys from maye grp... from ac somemore! haha! nice ppl though... then it started to rain... but after tt me and pecks went to high jack a free table and i stand there and dance! ahaha! so kewl... after tt quite sian but our og kep chering and cheering! hahaha! also we went out after tt and had loads of fun and grand canyon... after tt got walk in and skit rehearsal... is so extra... all my parts all no need to rehearse one... quite tense lah the rehearsal but was ok! the highlight of the day was the treat by mr tan! haaha! so fun... had loads of fun with the fbu ppl! seriously we can bond as one com one! i will try to make tt happen! our first offical outing! haha! love fbu loads... stupid dismas keep puting crap in my food... fbu rocks! ~simon ans Swati! lols....

also! today the pub stunt was so successful! i hope everyone gotthe i am HOT thingy... didnt co-ordinate too well with chooi sum cos i forgot a move... lol.. sorry! but at least ppl say i acted cool or cute enuff! haha. i think... got ppl come up and ask me whether i was the guy who acted inthe pub stunt today lols! I am so proud of myself... one year ago... i nv dreamed that i would be doing pub stunts, rahrahing ppl to cheer, singing songs so loudly, leading cheers, starting cheers, doing yahss, making frends with ogs, starting fun games! i hope i have changed for the better! all is left is my hw!

orientation DAY 1 & 2

2006-01-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

super tired... dunno whether can do math later... life so so screwed up accedemically esp the stupid drop sub thingy... why is it so screwed uP! sometimes i ask myself whether i am a good OGL? am i? am i enthu enuff? are my instructions clear enuff? am i fun enuff? am i nice enuff? are my games fun enuff? lolss....

Day1:
It was ok... so sad no one ate the yong tau fu tt we bot for our og... sighs so sad...we ended up treating our class... hahas... brought ther og to boring talks then pecks and joce showed them round the sch... we sorta played games with them... seemed quite fun... hopefully... played wacko, murderer, polar bear, number game... then after tt played all the stupid lame games which got my og going... got to noe the ppl better thru such lame games. i was VERY proud of my og cos we initiated a cheer and it was the first ever OG cheer in the whole of orientation! it was something to be proud about.... was pretty high after tt... then got quite sian at the seniors farewell thingy... dunno why mr ho so HIGH... lols....

Day 2:
it was pretty ok like day 1, during the games some guys left to go toilet but i caught some eating in the canteen. so sad :( then we played so stupid games... i hoped my instructions were clear enuff or was i loud enuff cos they werent seemed to be responding at first.... hmmss... but to see that they had fun during the games was much heartening. especially during ELOPE! i bet all the Ogs were looking at us! great job melvin... hope i did a good job today! later helped out with the skit and some ushering then went to kap... got high when ahmad and dini psychoed us to breathe in helium and talk... got really high! we kept taking all the balloons! and talking in our weird voices! great ogl bonding lor... lols! felt guilty we made quite a din at kap... hope we dun get into trouble! fun fun fun!

Happy New Year

2006-01-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

Today was a long day! AGM was qute fun but i was super tired... Our new fbu teacher seemed nice and got magic tricks to see somemore! lols... but dunno why today me, simon and hui jing were talking about how to build our fbu culture and we talked about many stuff tt we should have talked about in the beginning. it was like we just started out being councillors... hopefully we will put things in place...

Later went to eat at fish and co. at the glass house with sui hang and hao wen. the fish and chips was quite nice and we had soe fun talking and plaing stupid games. and the coolest part is tt i got a free ice cream... hahas... was stick in the stupid glass house cos it was raining! we felt like fishes... lolssssss....

After tt i went thru loads of trouble to get out of the house... met up with a few band ppl and we went to watch the fireworks! it was quite fun and got to noe the ppl better. iw as pretty afraid tt the fireworks would fall on us cos it got bigger and closer with every explosion! After the fireworks it was chaos and we had to choose btw walking thhru drunkards, firessticks or spray cans... lols... we stoned b4 and after and left home... it was a scary walk.

the strange thing tt happened was tt i met a little boy who ask me to flush tthe toilet... disgusting...

Full dress walk thru + RV spark VI

2005-12-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

Sian... today council from 7.30am to 6pm! Slogged under the sun untill dun feel well! ALothough Scheira wasn't very prepared i felt our walk-in went quite well and it recieved a pretty good response from the crowd compared to the other houses... lols... so i think our houe walkin is the best! kudos to tan pek for being a great mummy dance teacher! cheerios for her! As for our skit! hur hur... need more fine tuning. hehes... as usual i get the stupid/loser roles which seemed quite well recieved. lols. i think today i improvise quite good leh. cos i felt if i read the speel book upside down, no one will notice. so i just acted as though my rah rah spell didnt work... then to exaggerate i went to slap shawn's face... lols... haha

after tt went to RV concert. quite good the players. guan mian super good! almost every piece have to stand up cos got solo! so zhai! haha! after tt nice erwin went to treat us at marche! so nice! must try to fork out time to send him off! super thristy today! felt happy though. tpday was a nice but tiring day!

hong kong band trip (21st to 27th dec 2005)

2005-12-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

21st dec 2005:
I went to excitedly to load instruments, then we set of to the airport! then things started to get messy but it was still alrtie. we got onto the plane and i managed to get a patrick woohoo! I WATCED skeleton key which was pretty good. the ending was sooo sad! once we reached guang zhou we had to do a stupid perforamnce. the oboe guy i good but quite slack too... the concert was cmi... After we checked into our super nice hotel! tv damn nice lah LCD one! Went to a few ppl room b4 falling alseep!

22nd dec 2005:

Free and Easy morning! super excited! We wanted to siam early from breakfast cos couldnt wait to shop after one long and boring day yesterday! we went walking around our LANDMARK hotel. We were walking in large grps then we started spliting up. lost ashley on the way, so i was walking with dency, shihying, tess & me.

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Later we had to do this stupid exchange programme. Oh man... super sad... all the ppl there about our age but they all super zhai! we were like thinking, no problem, no need to scared cos we tot oboes every little and it will be like 1 vs 3 of us. to our horror, we were out numbered 2 to 1. lols. I like the oboe guy who was sitting next to me, he seems rather nice cos he kept talking to me. and most imptly he had almost the same kind of cool specs as me. they all seemed like nice ppl expt mr attitude. just like our nice bonded session.
Yay! dinner was a blast cos our shopping gang cant wait to go out and SHOP SHOP SHOP! we wanted to just skip the first course but we ended up almost eating everything. we wanted to bring some ppl back to the place where we bot our cheap shoes from! but to our horror! the shop was closed when we got there. so we procceeded to plan B which was going to xia jiu lu (down nine road)!

I was so glad we decided to go there cos the place was super nice! lights everywhere! we took a grp pic b4 settling out to our groups. i was so afraid i would get pick-pocketed! lolss! i ended buying like 4 pairs of shoes to give away to my cousins! lol! then karwai kept bargaining like crazy to the shop keepe until like all the lights turned off he still there lols! i was so scared he will kena beaten up! haha!

23rd dec 2005
finallY! it was the day we have been waiting for! HONG KONG! we woke up super early to get our stuff! i was super flustered cos i had to call a lot of ppl to ask for mys tuff cos they were everywhere! by the time i packed i still couldnt find my dear camera! thank goodness yanru found it in her room!
we reached HK customs@ man it was terrible! WE JUST COULDNT STAND IT! There was shoving pushing, cutting queues! errr! everyone was so pissed! not to mention the incredibly long bus ride which turned out to be quite an enjoyable sleeping ride! MANS! the customs! there were like seas of ppl every where and we had to use our luggage and instruments to block the ppl from crossing!
we reached the incredibly lousy hotel and had lunch followed by shopping time! shopping at Esprit was ok cos the stuff there quite reasonable then we started walking for like hours and hours on the long streets of granvile to find jiamin's factory warehouse but couldn't everyone was tired and grumpy so we went on home....
later we wanted to go back to to 2% cos i tot it was the ONE shop... tooo bad the stuff there not nice for guys so a few of us went to MONG KOK! lols! fake stuff haven! i love to bargain there! at the end of my trip i was so pleased to get myself a fake okaley bag which looked pretty real! i managed to slash it from hk290 to HK150!

24th dec 2005

time passed slowly as i was waiting for my street fighter guy to meet me... i ended up playing mahjong with kirb, ash, yanru and nat....stupid man! make we waste my whole morning in the hotel room... argh... nvm... it was quite fun anyways and i needed the rest. laterwe ended up going to some wonton mian store to eat! it was pretty good i must say!
finally! it was time for our performance at park island... MANSs..... it was the last performance we will have with our seniors and we screwed it up big time! i was super sad! my postcaard solo damn disgusting! saw grace and simon there too! it was so nice of them to come!
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27th dec 2005
i woke to to find myself in kar wai/ wilson's room! i must have fell asleep there! think they are super nice ppl cos they gave me thier blankets or else i owul have shivered to death. went to pack my stuff super early and the few of us headed to causeway bay again to look for cheap quiksilver stuff.

we walked through th "xing guang da dao" saw hand prints and signatures of ppl like bruce lee, ackie chan and stuff! it was pretty cool.
we then headed down to the quicksliver shop and i was super disappointed as it wasnt as cheap as i imagined it to be.

aft tt we went to times sqaure where me and karwai took pics with all the harry potter exhibition outfits there! it was super coool! then the few of us took the super nice photo which i name the photo of the trip!
later it was gonna be 2pma nd every one was scared to be late but i wanted my kipling monkey so badly i had to go back and get it.... luckily got meikeen and dorea to accompany me there! they are really nice ppl! kudos to them! too bad tt stupide monkey oly go t2 and both of them are damaged so i had to pick the better of the 2..... sigh... didnt want to make a wasted trip!
later, we got back to hotel on foot and mtr to realised tt we were faster than the other group! hahaha! got to the airport and lagged while the ppl went crazy in the disney shop! wanted to eat popeyes! but the couldnt leave the bags unattened! bot a werewolf for fun! lols!
later got onto the plane and flew back to singapore! in the plane got to sit with ashly and we were watching wedding crashers which was not as clean as i expected... the funniest thing is tt we kept waiting for one another cos i kept pressoing the controller while he kept using the toilet. when we reached singapore a few of us were sitting on the rollers and it moved suddenly! LOLsss! super funny! ahhaha! later took a bus back to njc...

band fest

2005-12-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

its finally over! damn sian... so tired. i get slammed everyday by u-noe-who... its so mentally exhausting... but again... its so dejavu... i mean... its like being conducted under the same conductor again and playing the same piece...it sorta feels like my days in acs... getting suaned like every 10 min... its quite extreme... must be so long never see than one short give me1 yrs worth of embarrassing comments and crap. ha! lol... my nj frends all thihnk i damn poor thing but i so used to it liao. lol... let me right down some demoralising comments...
"u are so young but ur hair is almost the same as mine."
"i can't hear u. dun be a white elephant"
"use more air! tts wat i have been telling u for the past 4 yrs!"
"is this note supposed to be sharp or flat?" --> "u have wasted 4 yrs with me"
"lets hear some running notes. lets have the OBOE!"
"i dun like flutes cos they cannot be in tune. and also OBOE!"
"do u noe how to tune?"
"u dun even noe how to trail from F to G"
"r u stressed? is ur conductor giving u too much stress? i can talk to him u noe?"
"u mean u all cant play runnig notes? XXX so nice nv check issit"
"u mean ur sch no oboe stand?"
"am i picking on u?"

but band fest was also fun in the sense get the see my ac clique.... haha u all so funny... so nice now the band ppl noes most of my frends liao. so cool! then get to see familiar faces from hc and ac too! i guess i didnt really socialise much. i felt too loser after every combined! haha... no mood lor.

the only thing tt i took away from band fest was that i LACKED SELF CONFIDENCE to play alone... this yr i may have like become more brave to act stuff or do stupid things or try to lead ppl or socialise but not when it comes to playung by myself. i guess i am too reliant on tess cueing me in or sixun scolding me to come in. i just feel so lost my myself... and seriously my playing was so badly affected. i think i might even sound worse when i was in ac... damns... must have left an horrible impression on u-noe-who and the ac ppl. but nvm... i will try to improve...

fun fun fun

2005-11-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

yay! can finally post something after all the depressing enteries...
1) band bbq! quite fun lah... caught a cold after being dunked into the pool though....
2) band ice skating! oohhh! this was like one of the more fun band outings! we nearly could have gotten an high score on the photo game thingy... but i seriously think it is a super fun game for a grp of ppl! must go back soon... i want a high score! today is a sinful day... played arcade, went ice skating, watched harry potter. ice skating was fun! get to see ppl fall, though technically i didnt... :P arcade was lousy lah... keep cheating our money with the lousy photo game machine... but the table hockey thingy was fun and violet... lol... harry potter was nice! now i am so into the 5th book... hopes it is not as lousy as many ppl think.
3) bm b day celebration! happy b day to our BM! too bad i couldnt come for practice today but still went to watch... eek... dare not type the movie name here cos it is 2hrs away to... eeeks.... 3am... damn i just got scared again... maybe it is really time to sleep... ahh...
so many band activities in just one week... haha... njcsb quite happening siah...

...

2005-11-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

i get this feeling again and it sucks...

My life

2005-11-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

my life is so screwed up nowadays i dun feeel like blogging anymore...

sighs...

2005-11-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

a month since a blogged so many things have happened....
promos... horrible...
crime prevention skit... quite fun and enjoyable... forgot my lines and made up my own... in the end become super funny... the guy ask me go act again... haha
band pubstunt... damn hard to thinnk lah but luckily we got some quite funny one... lol... they say one of the best pubstunts this year...
fooshball pubstunt... damn funny too...
open day! cool damn fun in all the preparations... giving out gifts aand dancing the mass dance! haha!
results... horrid
halo! super fun to act like ghost! at first i damn loser cannot scare anyone... got ppl come and sit on me and step on my cape... evil... but in the end i was quite good!
drop sub... bye bye bio (if u get wat i mean)

band it! preparation was SOOOO fun! i mean! very cool lah get to know the band ppl better and our cool ff crazy! haha... nj band quite fun! today the concert was a success! FULL HousE! WOOHOO~ so happy so many ppl cheer for me and all the flowers... thank you everyone!
esp my dear class for being so supportive.... xl, weekim, weide, aaron, sia see, joce, pecks, alicia, shyuan, mya, louis, wan zhen, guan zhi! also to all the councillors who went! and hc band ppl too! it was a nice day too bad it didnt end and start very well! but its ok! love NJ band! hk here we come!

promos

2005-09-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

sigh... i cant stand it anymore... sch is such a chore nowadays...esp during tut when i am reminded of my incapabilities and inconsistencies...i feel so suffocated... i dread sch! i dread promos! i dread dropping a subject! i dread getting retained! i regret not working harder.... can somebody save me? i noe i am wasting my time during tuts cos i dun understand...why do u hae to force me to go and make a fool out of my self... if i can use the time to study the topics, wont it be better... i prob some loser typing this right now and u all will be laughing as u all read this cos prob i brought it onto myself... i bet u all think tt i so deserve this and i shouldnt be complaining too much about it rite? i should get retained cos i didnt listen to all of u and study hard rite? showing off tt i nv did a single tut, nv read the notes... im so loser... u all shouldnt be here reading this...

:(

2005-09-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm saddened...
didnt expect things to turn out this way...
its pity...
but as long as we are all still frends...
its all the matters...

TIme...

2005-09-21T12:41:00.000+08:00

Time is my limiting reagent,
which prevents me from breaking through the barrier.
Time is my enzymatic inhibitor,
which prevents me from forming the ES complex with my knowledge. Time is my frictional force,
which never fails to push me back whenever I take a step forward.
Time is my dy/dx,
which never fails to equate me to ZERO.
I'm seeing a glimpse of light but will time allow me to reach it?

please let me be promoted

2005-09-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

i'm trying really hard now...

sigh~

2005-09-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

dunno wat happen to me these days... my mood has been really bad... its just when i wanna start working... everything seems to be piling up agian... i wanna catch up... but the workload seems overwhleming... i'm just so crapped up with my life... i jsut 1 total mess....i trying hard, maybe not hard enuff... but all i can see in front of me... is one word... it doesnt start with F but R.... retain...

maf

2005-09-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

cool! maf was fun! luckily i went... the programme wasnt tt great... but the coll thing bout maf was the hc spirit. it was so strong and overwhelming... it was just like the good old orientation days where everyone were just enjoying themselves. i had a great time with the company of my ex class... i am really glad i could still carry decent convos with u guys... guesss the bond is still there... actually... i am really surprised to see how much the class has evolved ever since i left... i mean.. it is really becoming more cohesive as ONE! i am really glad tt u guys are bonding so well! kudos to everyone... yups... i really had a good time with u guys and am very glad tt u guys miss me too! haha... so bhb... also so scary leh kena fling up in the air... woohoo... quite exciting also... i dunno... also very happy tt when kl and hli were talking to some grand x? senior... the senior infered based on the no. of t shirts tt there were 27 members in this class... hahaha... so nice... really appriciate what u guys have done to keep me part of 75... miss u guys loads again... just wanna say s75 rocks!
kudos to hc council for doing a great job for maf! really impressed by the lighting and the spirit u guys showed!

horrible day...

2005-09-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

i can't stand it! why i so careless... make it seem as though i so irresponsible... am i? maybe i am... sigh... i hope i can go maf... NO! I MUST GO MAF! study hard now melvin...

last 2 weeks...

2005-08-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

mans... the last 2 weeks were an interesting and fun week... lazy to blog so shall blog about it now!
monday:
FBU pub stunt! everyone think i was damn funny and hilarious in a stupid kinda way but at least we sort of got the attention we needed so hurray!

thursday:
went to watch movie with the usual movie goers in the class! THE MAID! woohoo! had a fun time screaming like shit! haha! later went for meeting with FBU... after tt aaron asked me to go have dinner and we went lor. had fun talking to him! got to noe him better.

friday:
grad nite pubstunt briefing! iwas quite reluctant to be the poor guy tt gets dunked and dirtied with whipped cream but it sounds fun lah! so i agreeed! later went for colours... dang.... not fun at all! b4 tt had fun telling yeewen, veron and XM bout the MAID! but colours very sian... dun wish to talk bout it...

saturday:
band band band! i sucked at my lousy solo for e flat suit and morning noon and nite... sian... i was so disappointed cos i sounded like shit! later went to help the councillors! quite fun went to hang the banner with celeste and tran! aft tt we went back and alfred jabbed his head into a glass plane! a lot of blood! so worried for him.

monday:
grad night pubstunt vetting! the teacher didnt like it and the whole comm was upset and they postponed the pubstunt... felt bad i couldnt help them much in thinking of a new pub stunt... later went to help open day... at least we got some ideas going...

wedneday:
morning simon didnt want to do the open day pubstunt so i replaced him! haha! So cool can wear ac uniform again!

after the quite nice movie during civics... i went for pub stunt rehearsal... quite sian diao at first cos this is the 3rd time i going for the same pub stunt... cos i think i am cursed... always make the pub stunt kena rejected! no lah... i was just damn sian diao from the movie! so angry made us watch repeated parts... the pub stunt rehearsal damn funny! everyone said i was very good... me and wei hao made sure our battle scene was flawless! haha!

thursday:
YAY! the pun stunt was a huge success! everyone said iw as very funny! woohoo! cool! i am meant to be on stage ok! then went for jap oral... was crapping shit with my jap frends... cracked everyone up real bad! i cant believe i got 53/90 after minusing 5 marks for reeading the script!

friday:
i was "SICK"

saturday:
lol! today feedback consolidation very fun! ahaha! before tt i went to play basketball with the band ppl! i play for 5 min then i sian diao... haha... fbu meetin very funny... talk a lot of nonsense! haha... aft tt went to help teachers day... lagged around... played pool with tran then left for tuition...

Council CIP!!!! Woohoo!

2005-08-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

oh man i feel like vomiting (must be morning sickness :p) now but i just had to blog about this council cip cos it ROCKS! Yups! It was prob the most FUN CIP i ever did lah!

firstly things got on a good start where everyone said i look cool with my new hairdo... (strikes a slyvester pose)! then we got there we kept having to take pictures cos some wierdos were playing the amazing race. everyone was like er... sian diao...

the guy came and started to brief us on our roles! at first i wanted to do the five man tied together thingy... but then alfred say it would look wierd with 2 ahem... not very tall ppl among a sea of 3 tallies... so both of us volunteered to do the stilt walking one!!!!

YAY! so cool! both of us were damn excited. I lost the scissor paper stone thingy and had to go first cos we sharing one pair of stilts. OMG! it was damn fun lah!!!!!!!!!!! Wooo HOOO! later weihao, rudy, simon and chii yeh came to join the fun! the stupid guy say must pass one wierd test then can go... then he did the push and pull thing... i gather he was trying to prepare us for an earthquake!

later we had lunch... hehe... there got a lot of magazines to read! i realised tt essence of Jane and found some wierd distressed tenagers in teenage... haha! I mean... so sad...

later the real fun began! we went walking around orchard road! woohoo! omg i was damn difficult at first because the rocky terrain... so lousy... damn FUNNY LAH! got one part while going down the slope one gal on stilts fell and pushed me then i also fell and crushed my sandwich board! haha... i was damn shaky in the beginning... i fell in the middle of hte road lah... damn embarrassing... later and and alfred got separated from simon and wei hao... cos we were following the gals from nee an poly! woo... they were damn nice and fun... got one gal walk damn fast. tried to copy her leg movements and i fell... again... malu shit...

later we just kept walkingand walking and walking... met all the survey councillors... i met wan zhen too... so qiao... wei shyuan was at orchard but nv meet her... we walk and walk until i damn sian...the 2 damn pro guys ask me whether i ok cos i walk very funny... the gals also say i make it look very difficult! i tired so dun wanna walk anymore... then i change with alfred lor... we met weihao and simon too. they very lousy! they change like 3, 4 times already... they made me refill the bags so i went to help some gals... michelle and grace to refill thiers... at the same time intro myself :P...

by the time i came back alfred was already walking better than me... wanna kick him down...then i went to the proup of girls to ask for thier names cos like walk with them for so long still dunno thier names... hehe... later damn sian walk on foot... then we and wei hao were competing to give out more cards... later we went to the voda voda launch cos we wanted to get the cool bottles but they were not free... so we took one half filled one at the corner... so gross but wei hao wanted the bottle...

later had lunch and met the band ppl... we just rotted and sat the LOUD youth park there...

but it was DAMN FUN KAYS!!! BEST CIP EVER!

thinking...

2005-08-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

Mans... yesterday was prob something i needed in a long long time... it was so fun and unforgetable outing.. shit lah... i kinda brought back feelings that i never thought i would exp again...its like... even though many of our common topics have changed but i think we haven drifted that far apart... its kinda heart warming to noe tt... haha... shit lah i feel pro hc again... AHHHHHH........

craps... i love my 1st 3 months! it totally rocked! miss u guys! must go out soon kays!

happy b day to swin again!

NATIONAL DAY~~~~~~

2005-08-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

wooohooO!!!!!! today ROCKS like totally! the day started off gloomy while i watched full house and sort of studied... then i zzzzzzzzzz...

woke up realising i was late for our gathering.... so i rushed down lor... then i found out got road block then i had to walk on whole freaking round.... argh... felt so guilty...

by the timei got there... the movie already started but luckily only a bit... then swin came down... his hair... hahaha... so funny... went back and watch the movie. quite nice lah... not tt bad but i think quite sadistic...

aft tt we had trouble finding a spot to sit down and watch the fireworks... so fan... walk here walk there... so stupid... we walked from marina to esplanade then back to marina again... aft finding a spot swin and i went to get food!!!!!!! woah lao... wait until SOOOOOOOOOO long cant stand it... we nearly just wanted to leave the food there... thankfully we got all the stuff in time for the fireworks...

OMG!!!!!!!! this yr fireworks damn nice.... so big! so flashly! some even got designs lah! so COOL! somemore watching with ur best frends... made these fireworks even more special! wow! i was really blown away lor...

later wwe got damn high and started singing songs and doing the ndp dance,... ppl were watching and laughing at us... hahaha.... then got one stupid CLEANER COME AND KBKB... spoil our mood... SCREW OFF BITCH FACE!!! SERIOUSLY GET A FREAKING LIFE!!!!!!! SOMEMORE TRY TO SCOLD MY FREND! F@#$ OFF ASSHOLE>>> SERIOUSLY LAH>...

aft tt we tried to take photos but not so nice... then end of the day... haha.. i had so much fun today... at the end of it all i am happy but also saddened by the fact tt i am unable to spend the rest of my yrs in jc with them as classmates... but i am really contented to have them as close frends and i really cherish the three months and the other times we had tgt... kudos to our frendship!!!!!!

finally...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWIN!
thanks for being such a great frend!

hows?

2005-08-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

things may not be as bad as it seems and maybe i am just to sensitive... i just have to put in more effort! but while doing tt my studies are being affected... how? can someone answer me?

race for ...

2005-07-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

why do i want it so bad?
why am i not contented?
why do i think this way?
why do i feel this way?
why do u treat me this way?
why am i always left behind?
why am i so insignificant?

V nite cum etude nite!

2005-07-31T19:39:00.000+08:00

Skip agm soboring lAHHHH.... after tt went to wilson house to change... OMG! i look so cool can!!! really! I THINK I LOOK COOL! haha! yups! everyone got a shock when they saw me cos everyone tot i pieced my ear but actuallyis fake one! ha

frst we did the stupid blind fold thing cos we were super late... hahah! then got the maze... so stupid kept hitting my head! omg... i was so pissed... was lying inside for damn long cos lazy to move. then i broke down one wall and saw the exit! then i just crawled there! haha! cheater! later got the runway thingy! i walked with tess... so dumb! but i think i very act seh! haa! aft tt was dinner....

we gave out the bras but i think they were falling apart! so lousy. at least the pampers stayed in one piece... lols... after tt did the dog fang bu bai! some lousy shit cross dressing shit! my stupid pregnant woman outfit got screwed when my baby burst out. hahaha but it was quite fun!

later everything ended and prom king and queen were announced. we went to my house. not really as fun as i expected cos very little interaction btw the ppl. maybe cos i was running up and down trying to make ppl happy. phew... them tired... fell asleep on jonny englsih...

woke up in the morning then we went to play pool! shit lah kirb sam ct all so pro! i must work hard! kept losing but getting better in the end i think... so qiao! met aaron and family lah! his bros very cute! aft tt had lunch and we gossiped a lot! haha. then i left for tuition!

Coolest bio lesson

2005-07-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

today was a cool day! we got this new bio teacher which was quite fun! i asked him to intro himself and he very sportingly gave a long intro... i was kinda desperate cos i nv do tuts again... well he told us chee's age first of all cos they were classmates! haha! she damn young lah! then he talked about mosquitoes and blah blah... then he told us about his hooby called aikedo (koren martial arts i think). then aaron saboed me and i had to go up and do some stupid demo. nearly got thrown on the floor LAH! so scary. but i think its cool lah. then he talked bout his grandma death...quite sad for him lah tt it happened all so quickly... he looked like he could nearly break down. sobs... the most impt thing tt he told us tt in poly, his life was a downward spiral, zuok, pubbing, boat quey almost every other day. he said tt everything in our lives is in our control and went everything didnt go rite, we would blame everyone but ourselves, but actually, we are the ones in control... dunno leh... it sort of hit a raw nerve cos my life is like SHIT now and i really am not doing anythin about it! kay lah... i think he is one of the coolest bio teacher i have met... hope tt ahem... dun come back too soon!

had loads of fun playing a fool in the library! HAHA!

off topic... but i just wanna say... watever bitches! i can't be bothered!

SHUT UP

2005-07-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

I AM PISSED! DO YOU TAKE ME FOR A FOOL?

Wat the hell? I may not show it but i am quite pissed! You are TOO MUCH! ALL OF U! YOU THINK I AM THAT STUPID! SCREW OFF!

hk fun

2005-07-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wanna say that wei shyuan really has been a great host to the hk ppl! i;m really impressed by her!
Aw man gonna miss janet and evonne! i thinnk i get along with both of them very well. today had loads of fun with them and alicia. they really cheered me up when i was feeling like shit... they promised to go and watch me perform in hk disneyland if we ever are going too! kudos to tt!

thanks for the nice card janet and the key chain tt i koped and also to alex for that tissue box thingy...

Overstretched... I'm NOT mr fantastic

2005-07-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

At times like this...
I feel as though my life is falling apart,
The reality of it all,
Never seemed so real,
so true.
Life is such a struggle now,
and i lack to strength to carry on.
What i once thought i had,
or used to have,
seemed non-existant.
Have i beeen living in disillusion all his while?
HAve i?

FUN FUN FUN! (when will i work)

2005-07-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

ok... just wanted to push the horrible posts now... today went out with weidi, wan zhen and wei shyuan to eat with janet! i think we are the nicest ppl around cos the rest of the class pang sei us! had loads of fun with neoprint! $20 gone just liddat! HAHAHA! but i think janet quite pretty! (not only me but my whole class too!) she from HK immersion programme. maybe can meet her in HK at the end of the yr!

yesterday watched F4 with oboes then met hc ppl and watched batman! haha! YEAHssssss! Both rocks but batman rocks more! can'twait for sequel man...

happy go lucky

2005-07-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Am i really that happy?
Contentment or self-disllusion?

On a happier note...

2005-07-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything.
I know u wont be reading this but yah...
thanks for being such a great guy...
helping me went i am down...
making sure that i makee the right choices...
and get up on my feet...
and do well for promos...
For offering to help...
For caring....
Thanks man, i really apprieciate it!

On a sad note...

2005-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

I dunno if i am walking down the same road again,
making the same mistake that once made my life horrible.
Times where i feel unwanted,
Or left behind,
Are coming back.
Why did i do it?
Why did i try?
It feels the same,
sounds the same.
I hoped it would change,
but it didnt.
Though some moments of happiness make me think its all worth while,
but is it really?
I dun belong,
Do i?

my world crashes

2005-07-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

yes... O F F! wadcrap... shit results... i hate myself for being soo slack! why i didnt work harder... but i am quite touched by the concerned tt my frends have showed over the past few days... esp aaron for the nice smses, guan zhi for being really really nice to me in class today ad alicia and wei shyuan for being supportive and nice... many others too like jerry and louis... man i feel so grateful for such nice classmates.

today went back to hc... noezin and sixun was right... i feels totally crap tp be walking around there in the nj uni... after met swin we talked as we waited for KEGAN! met some band ppl and i really think they are nice ppl too! later caught up with huiyi em yt hl and kl... lol started talking like the good old times. really bring back fond memories....

perhaps i am really blessed to have found 2 really nice classes...

I PROMISE I WILL WORK HARDER

Etude XXX ROCKS

2005-07-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

the day started with our section lunch at bukit timah food centre. it was ok lah. the food like fake curry wok liddat. haha. forgot to bring the paper bags. had to made my dad bring all the way here lah. I'm so sorry. like i very bad son liddat. boo

ok... A lot of things happened before the concert tt made me not enjoy as much as i wanted to b4 etude started... i was really worried for a lot of things... tuning, notes, solo and something... i wasnt really in a extremely good mood so i didnt style my hair with thomas... sigh...

yup! it was really a success eventhough my solo wasnt as good as i exptected and one note couldnt come out... sigh again. but i was pretty in tune which was a good thing. haha.

during interval i went crazy and started taking loads of photos. so happy to see my class! haha! thanks for coming! love those flowers! nicest i ever recieved! then i saw the band gang! woohoo! thanks for coming! Got somemore flowers! yay! everyone was asking me whether i played the solo and i was kinda embarassed cos it wasnt very good! then i saw my sec 4 class! yay! thanks for being the first to pay me! haha! lastly! i saw the hc band ppl! YAY! they got me this cute octopus! so NICE! haha! THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE!

aft tt went on a mass photo taking session and started taking photos with everyone! haha! CLICK CLICK CLICK!

the rest of the concert was a blast and i think it there was a very homely feeling about this concert. very heart warming leh. haha! the tribute was very funny... got some sound problem... haha.

at the end very gan dong. got huiling, huiwen, meixuan and gordon come and support me! so nice! even though they couldnt make it for the concert. they still came in the end to support me... SO NICE! thanks man! and women.

ETUDE ROCKS! gonna miss the j2s too!

Etude XXX eve...

2005-07-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

I SO FEEL LIKE A LOSER NOW! I mean... i kinda suck at wad i do... yups... my studies are like SHIT (gonna fail 3 subs) and my bio teacher is gonna complain to my sc teacher... AHHHHH!!! so craps can... i suck at the oboe too and prob everything else too... AHHHHH!!! my life is like so crappy sometimes... ARGH....

(looks at sue, invisible woman lah, she not invisible now k? no lame jokes)

ok i feel much better now... haha. Yups! i sold 27 tickets. thats quite an achievement for poor old unpopular me... though my nj class only one go... i still think they are NICE! really... sort of like... dunno how to explain. anyways talked to some hc ppl and sort of realised tt i have left so much behind in the school across the road... kinda sad when i think about it... Cant wait to see them tomolo though! got about 12 going... quite good lor! better then capricio turnout... hope i get as many presents as capricio...

Speaking of which... i so hope i dun screew up phantom... its so unstable... if the reed dry... low d caanot come out! i am so worried... then somemore alwyn played this solo in hc (additional stress) and mark playing it for ac concet (more stress).

ACTUALLY! i feel so happy to be in NJCSB. imean i met so many great ppl... esp my section! it really rocks... hopefully can get stayover but like cancelled. gonna miss sixun and sweeping (craps sixun gonna read this)... the section wont be the same without a ghostly figure and a blind old lady... yups...

the musical journey is gonna end for some of us...
whereas for some,
its has only begun...

Waging the War with s6A

2005-06-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

WAR OF THE WORLDS ROCKS!
wow wow wow! this is totally awesome can! i like the whole show! its great! my vocab seems limited but yah! the buildings and verything make me sooo scared lah. i was at the edge of my sit all the time! All the deaths very depressing leh... they way ppl are treted like insects... killed so easily... the worse part was the part where only tom had the car and everybody wanted it... oh man i was on the verge of tears can... so sad... how far a desperate man can go to want to save his life... the ugly side of humans... so terrible... shooting each other just for a working car... mobbing... sigh... then when tom cried i nearly aslo lah... this is the first movie when i realy felt very sad. Everyone fighting for self survival... climbing up the fairy, man... sacrifices tt had to be made... when tom left behind his frend at the farry and his son at the fields... LAst of all... LOVE... fatherly love that transends all boundary... killing a man cos he is a threat... chasing aft his daugher in the lost feilds... and the most sad part... self scarifice... when tom chose to let the alien eat him instead of his daugher... man As to tt man... the last part was cheesy but i was ok since i was so trumatised....

later walked around with my frends and bot vivian and tess present- both the same- bikini! haha! the lady was staring at me when i chose with wei shyuan ahha! took so long lah! but overall it was a fun day! bonded a lot with the class! msn me if u wanna hear my fantastic four joke! anyways... just ow bluff tess tt me and sxun forget her b day... she so sad lah... i also feel qute bad... at cine she say she very sad when i nv wish her... aw... we where got forget... i bet u will forgive us after u noe wat we going to do for u!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESS

QNS: how do u spell screwed? Ans: M.E.L.V.I.N

2005-06-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

sigh... yups all suck lah my cts. phy suce fail one cos i nv prac anything....
1) Gp- KANINA! so many inferance questions... wad stupi summary say cannot quote examples then got nothin to write lah BITCH. lucky my essay still can
2) Bio- CHEE! BYE! yups tt practically sums it all up. translation and transcription dunno wat shit could rmb though i was lookin gat it for the past 2hrs...
3) Math- My only hope of a B or C---- DASHED. so F@(ked up lah... so many questions all so hard nvm finish the last 2... think i will fail... No meh? i spent 1/2 hr on the first question... guess wat it was? PARTIAL FRACTIONS...
4) Chem- ok lah... my mole sucked but at least i tot i can do fairly well until i did the BLOODY MCQ... no time lah... tikamed like 6 questions... argh... somemore at the beginning i was doodling when i saw the word ester... drew a perfume bottle... then i was thinking that ester sounds like esther (a little duh but nvm) tot next time can tease her...

yup this is pracitcally it... phy as i said sure wont do well... sigh... anyways... i dunno lah think i not very close to my class... its like i dun particiapte a lot in thier convos... its like yah... dun feel a sense of belonging... nvm... i will try harder to mix with them... but i got some close frends like ws, xl, l, wk, j & p... yup... lucky got them or else i sure very sad one... haha...

band ex co elections

2005-06-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

starved from all the drama in the ex co electons... phew... it finally over and TESS got in! YAY! So pro lah go tthe highest no. of votes! So happy for her... This post shall be dedicated to her!
CONGRATS TESS FOR GETTING IN TO EX-CO WITH THE HIGHEST NO. OF VOTES!

aMuse

2005-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Well... so ex can.. I also dunno whether good or not lah... but i noe damn ex and i really wanted to watch batman after reading those cool reviews lor... sigh go there quite fun lah... got to catch up with old frends... but at vch i was totally reminded how my ac life sucked... so low profile lah... i am so determined not to let that happen to my nj life... i so wanted to leave lah cos its like so late... after tt we went to macs ad i got the pooh bear from the HUMPaluff show... the toy damn funny can! u dun believe ask me to show u...

KTV

2005-06-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today was the first time i went ktv can! the place so smokey lah... i breathe in the cigarette smoke until so high can! i just couldnt stop singing... but then i noe i cant sing also but i so high couldnt stop lah... the place damn crappy lah... whole day hang and the song collection not good enuff... some of the guys who went ended playing cards can.... so waste money... nvm i sing somemore...

aft tt we went back and told each other ghost stories... the game quite failure but nvm....

GM2

2005-06-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

today during the meetin i was like snoozing thru out the vision lah... i really dun see the point. OK! its useful but we dun have spend so much time on it. the rest was ok. then fbu had to do some presentation then aft my turn a grp of gals shouted "melvin! i love u!" haha... so funny can. aft tt was a blur again... wanted to go for the outing but all my frend nv go so i nv go...

Dizzy...

2005-06-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

OMG... i chatted from 4pm to 1am on msn... omg i am getting blind...

band camp ROCKS! day 2!

2005-06-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

skip all the crap shit in the morning and focus on the ex co games...
oh yah... b4 that got double wacko... quite fun lah... i like being the person who shouts the names damn sian lah got one point trapped as the person sitting down... so xing gu... cannot talk much...

oh yah! how can i forget about our pro music quiz lah! actually i was quite inactive member b4 tt... didnt noe wat was going on until the day b4! but i very helpful print a lot of stuff and helped in the finding of the keys and the copying of ans! haha...

EX_CO games rock lah! i was soooo freaking scared! i scream until i noe voice lah! my whole grp also scared except kirby and boey ba! but it was sooo cool getting scared all the time! so enjoyable! so fun lah! then we had to think how did the stupid boy get killed. our grp just anyhow talked and i just crapped out a stupid prologue version about the mother and everyone tot it was very funny... haha

at night finally got our cup noodle party but not very successful! but then got the ghost story grp! so freaking lah i was sooooo scared! BUT AGAIN! i like being scared!

I LOVE MY SECTION! - PEST, SWEEPER & BU GAN BU JING

bamd camp ROCKS! day 1!

2005-06-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

day one was a normal day... horrors of band prac until i wanna die... after tt quite slack... got games i think... my group was quite ok... nice grp! had loads of fun with them. i feel quite bad for stealling SOOOO many water bombs... later got posted to the handle grp... i think the ppl in handle are also very very nice! i had a lot of fun with them. found out tat janina very nice though she look like dao. oh yah... didnt noe sujun so havok also... tot she guai guai one! kudos to her!

theen while going to bathe met thomas and he lost his phone... so poor thing lah he was so worried but actually is deon steal one... so evil... waste all my free outgoing...

We watched PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! the movie quite boring but the music is nice! i am so crazy over phantom now! had loads of fun having a mini picnick in the band room while watching the movie... i got really pissed cos the stupid room very hot!

day one rather boring...

Class cum Oboe cum Solaris outing

2005-06-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

Sick lah... got school in the morning... with mrs yeo... yes... BORING! slept thru everything... had fun talking with joce! WS, Joce and me... the 3 slackest shit in class... dun understand a freaking shit about chem bonding... and i am still not studying... sigh... later went out with class for lunch quite ok... looked around serene centre for toys but dun have. someone came and started scolding FBU cos of his own stupid mistake... was quite offended but nvm...
"Even if i become slack i am not afraid... Cos i noe Melvin will be the slackest" quote aaron gan

later i forgo my ice cream to meet tess... the min i left the cafe. i saw tess bus at the traffice light... i was like... SHIT! then i started running and running... so drama... soon the bus passed me and i was practically chasing it... tthankfully tess and vivian came out to stop the bus. phew... later we watch madagascar! Man so cool! i fell asleep on the last part... b4 tt had lunch, ate ice cream and talked bout stuff and tess interview! the gals went to spotight for dunno wat reason... i left for jts after tt... FUN OUTING!

sigh... i very wat lor... always get the wrong sit... only jnr squashed btw so many snrs... felt super uneasy... and practically not say anything thru out the meal... then aft the meal... i talked quite a lot to the j1s and some of the j2s... maybe i just need some familiar faces... hope i change to become more sociable to new ppl... we gossiped a lot! got a lot of new info! so exciting! quite fun aft that... but everyone left early...
"melvin... why u so quiet today?"

just talked to a poor sad frend on msn... hope he cheers up soon... he really damn pro in writing and his blog quite sad...

Fun with S6A!

2005-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yups...today was prob the most fun i had with my nj class... the camp was TOTALLY boring... a pity my s75 classmates did not sign up... oh well... yup... i prob dig my class a whole lot more now... it some sort feels like s75... which is a good thing. so cool lor watching them sleep during the lectures... koping food like crazy... haha... i think we have some class spirit now... at least i am starting to see. the nj ppl who went for the camp... half is our clss lor! haha... class outing! so cool...

thomas was there too! so extra, 1 of the 2 j2s that went... sat next to him cos he so poor thing... non of his classmates came. got to noe him a whole lot better and i think he rocks lah! very nice guy, keep taking food for me... haha...

went imm for my first ever class dinner! went to tikam pokemon and i got the rarest one on my 2nd try! so lucky! but i ended up with 2 extras... dinner very pai seh leh... dunno suddenly wat happen aaron ask me to arm wrestle the gals... only got to beat prissy then wan zhen... sigh... dunno how she won me... haha... dun worry will work harder...

i never tot i will say this but S6A rocks!

"i have gained more than i lost..." quote from hc band blog...

...

2005-05-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry i was so pissed... i was just too upset... dunno why i over reacted... sorry...

NJC Band concert

2005-05-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

YO YO! Come for my band concert! PLeaseeeeeeeeee.......... Its on 6 july... the day of the cl ao ppl... but the rest can come rite? please support ur dear melvin... its at vch 7pm... we are playing cool pieces like our syf piece... AMAZONIA... very cool and scary one... like the jungle like tat... then got PHANTOM... maybe i will beplaying the solo... but i trying very hard to prove to my conductor now... Orient Express... a very happy piece that sounds like a train... also.. the INCREDIBLES! u noe... the movie... there will be more but not confirmed... Can Can? Class outing ok? its 10 bucks a ticket! Can?
Melvin

Slack shit

2005-05-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

die lah... my studies are like so screwed... dunno how suddenly becomelike tat... 1st 3 months slack nvm lah... cos everyone also like tat... then dunno how i got kicked out then no mood to do homework... actually... i also got no homework to do cos that time orientation at nj... then too not think of all the sad stuff i kept going online to chat and blog... dunno how lor... itjust became a lifestyle... a habit... even so late in the year... i didnt even DO A SINGLE TUT... copy copy copy... AARGH!!!!!!! i just hate myself now... pissed at myself... why couldnt i be more hardworking... i so regret now...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*FRUSTRATED

DECO COM A JOB WELL DONE

2005-05-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

yay! finally its over! the deco for invest... i so happy and proud of everyone who has helped in one way or another. phew... eventhough its not reallyvery impressive but i still have a very strong sense of self satisfaction whenever i look at it. prob take photos on tues or wed... thanks to my dad for helping me rush down when i forgot to bring the safety pins... hehe... the deco actually quite nice leh... actually it rocks lah... muahahaha....

okok... sick during the rehearsal cos walk up walk down so irritating! wanted to go band so badly... clarice also... haha... both of us crapped a whole lot together today cos i was standing right behind her during the rehearsal... i think she and yah ting really very xiang1 si4.

went for band later to hear PHANTOM! omg... so nice... brought back a lot of hc memories... where i would ask 75ers to come and watch me practise at the zen garden... man so nostalgic lah... i wan to play the solo BUT i think i dun sound very good leh... got a lot of breaks from the high to low notes... but i still brought home to practise... but aiyah nvm... i nxt time then play also can...

after band wanted to go out with the band ppl but then they all nv go so i went out with the coucillors to kap... ok lor.. had alot of fun with the solaris HAT... i think our house councillors quite bonded... talked a lot... later the HAt got some meeting then say there like extra extra so left with alfred... angry at the stupid bus stop... a few buses just drove past evn though i waved my hand lor... argh...

the best part is the stupid rj concert... i watched it for free... quite nice lah... but got the guitar look like thingy that reminded me of a certain guitar concert... the memories of thier sleep inducing proness just overwhelmed me... maybe i just listen better with my eyes closed... sleep thru out the concert more or less... the chair so cosy... i didnt want to leave... quite cool lah got to meet up with minyi, swin, brend and moses... and stpid shit deon...

the wierdest and the most qiao part of today was the journey back hoe... i practically sleep thr the whole journey... i slept until i dropped my ezlink card from my hand... anyway... was half asleep and walking out of the mrt when i heard someone talking on the phone saying "melvin... melvin.. melvin.." the voice sounded very familar and i think i knew who it was... but i just heck care cos maybe i dreaming... then suddenly a white figure popped out and it was john lor... and talking to sixun on the phone... must be free incoming or i really pei fu him... he very nice lah walked me to my dads car... actually i also very nice one wanted to give him a lift but his mom here... oh well got some interesting convo going with 3 ppl... but i damn sian..haha so funny

Too many things

2005-05-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

You really wanna noe how i feel?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats how i feel.

Change

2005-05-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

Change for the better...
Or change for the worse...
I tot many things have changed...
I cant help myself but to think that way...
Perhaps they did not...
Perhaps it was me...
Maybe i tot too much...
Maybe i felt too much...
To distance myself...
Was really a foolish tot...
Maybe its the inevitable...
Maybe its not...
Perhaps i just confused...
Stressed...
Tired...
Watever...

Crashing HC

2005-05-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

My 1st 3 months was a blast,
But it was all in the past...
Was excited to exp it all over again...
But it wasnt really as fun as i expected to be...
perhaps everyone was too busy to notice...
too busy to care...
soon enough i was sitting at the cass bench...
all alone...
i dunno... but yah...
i really did relive a lot of things...
the good...
the bad...
many things i took for granted...
i was reminded of thier importance...
many things i hated...
i was reminded of thier existance...
maybe i wasnt as happy as i tot i was there...
life had indeed changed for the better here...
but i will still remember...
all the times we spent together...
- thank u 05s75

Alien JTS & 05s75 dinner

2005-05-13T11:40:00.000+08:00

Alien JTS rocked like totally!
firstly! me, chitra, tran, cy and char were rushing outo ur letters in the canteen... or rather... only me and cy... we were like laughing and laughing non stop at our generic letters... "hi xxx, thanks for being such a cool and supportive senior! esp during the hike..." :hope to see u around soon" so funny... we didnt even noe who were the seniors and we were writing very general stuff so wierd. we had a great laugh. the seniors all found out about our seret and were waiting for us at the other end of the table while the rest of us were rushing the letters out on the other side... sharon was so tired she fell asleep on the bench... haha

after that we rushed of to ps... sat with char and was laughing at tran being bullied by jk... we got to pizza hut... so sawy i was seperated from the other juniors and felt quite uncomfortable at first... but nearing the end i was so spastic tat everyone started makingfun of me... esp aat my cheapskatness and my childishness... haha... i ordered the cheapest ice cream called muchie mouse... and i think thats my new nikename...

a few of them left... while the rest proceeded to heeren to take neoprint. i was bitching all the waycos i didnt see the need to walk all the way there. when we got there i got appointed the tresurerer for aliens cos i very cheapskate... supposed to change money but i couldnt find the cashier in the end i nearly approached one ah beng... so embarrassing... later we just squezzed ourselves into the machine and took the picture... tried to shoe off my jap but endedup making a fool o fmyself... while the rest were designing the photo... i very kapo so wanted to see so lifted the covering up but i lifted the wrong one! so pai sei again... ming hui and shu hui were laughing at me again... i followed them to go window shopping and bot a cool pen. wanna see how it looks like? i will flash it to u next time!

after that everyone wanted to go home... we made our way to mrt... we started doing stupid thingslike walking very fast and keep pointing at the sky... so funny... haha... we sat in the mrt and talked while we waited for out mrt... we kept waving at ppl for no reason... so funny again. met hilda... i think she very cool and nice lor...

after tat when to meet my hc frends.. long time no see... had so much fun talking to them... sorry wei loon again for throwing the shit at u... i feel so bad...

confession. i knew that they were going to smash my hand down if i went to feel whther the pile of shit was exothermic or not... when wl smashed my hand down, i flicked some stuff at him! i tot it was nothing so i grabed so shit and flungit at him the second time!so guilty...

had a nice talk with the green apples after tat and we took loads of photos! haha

wat a fun day...

Orient express

2005-05-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

Oh man! I love this piece! It feels as though the train is flying across the mountains and seas! Yay! Such a happy and joyful feeling! I feel so blessed for everything! Gold with honours, council, GREAT AND FUN bandmates and a nice class... I tot life would suck in NJ and because of tat i seriously went into depression... Yup... maybe there is really a divine being planning everything for me... All my achievements thus far... I prob wount have in hc... I feel so grateful for the way everything has worked out and i prob had a chance i wouldnt want to change anything. i rmb clement asking me a few months back if i will want to come back to hc if i had the chance and i said YES without thinking... but now... I wont... not even for a million bucks... I prob said it many times that i have moved on but i did not actually! But now... Just like the orient express, I am truely and seriously moving on to the next phase of my life- a life where i no longer covet returning to hc... Everything that i once cherished has changed... and probably so have i... Perhaps i am really turely a lucky bastard... haha

GOLD WITH HONOURS

2005-05-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

"band no.7... band no.7... national junior college... gold... with honours!"

Haha... i can't believe it! We did it! So happy! everyone tot we we tot we screwed up... we were so demoralised to after we played cos we sorta screwed up the last part badly... seriously! but we still did it... all the hard work and late nights have paid off...

In the afternnon i was so happy cos i saw my hc band frends... hc got a silver... myfrends were all so disappointed... man... feel so bad for them...

Later had to go back and do council stuff so didnt celebrate with the band... sigh... i didnt sleep... worked thru the night with xiu jing, debo and zhi ru...

Elects Camp Day 1

2005-04-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ponned School! Muahaha... Woke at 2pm! Shiok ar... Doubled and tripled checked my bag b4 heading off to council camp!...

Met up with sixun for my stuff and chatted with guanyi and jingwen b4 falling in...

Siow man so hectic! Run here run there! Row call! Pumping! And more scolding! The got some stupid talk on proposals... bleah...

Fun time! Games! Called Night confidence walk! I was blind! So shiok i like being blind! then we walked to some place where i didnt noe wat was going on cos i was BLIND! It was about counting some stones in a marked area with a blind and mute person. Sad lah cos my grp was scolded for neglecting me cos they left me to stand all alone at the back. i very stupid also cos i nv sit down.but cant blame me cos i wanted to move in the beginning but i nearly toppled down the stairs.
learning pt: working together with our disablilties

I was assigned to be blind again... haha... second station was about licking a lolipop stuck in a sea of small worms. the gals claimed it was smelly but i tot nothing of it. they said i very pro at licking cos i moved my head instead of my tongue... like duh... haha i rock!
learning pt: countering our fears

Now i was assigned to be normal! we head to near the parade square there. very easy cos all i did was hold our stuff and lead 3 blind ppl. we did a shoelace game... tie one of our shoe laces to the next guy and form together a human chain. got loophole and we managed to get from one pt to the other by hoping! tried to lead but was quite scuky ar....
learning pt: cordination and steping back

Now i was assgined to be normal again! Argh... then the 2 heaviest ppl were crippled! quite proud of myself cos i carried a 55kg gal on my back. cos i wanted to walk fast cos she very heavy. then kinda left the rest behind. me and a gal alternate to carry her all the way up 4 stories to the school crest and played a stupid game like singing the ABC backwards while frog leaping...
learning pt: erm...

Now i am blind again... we were quite lost cos we had tons of steps going down... got scolded again cos we were walking too fast for the ppl who were carrying the heavy ppl to catch up. This station so scary we went into this dark hut and were told traditional council ghost storey... no lights lor damn scared... we had some tradition of putting our right hand b4 we leave... b4 that we had to pass sweets using our mouths in the dark.

Finally we finished the games and did reflections. we stared the sky and something came to my mind...

In a sky full of darkness and clouds...
The wind finally blew...
Clouds shifted...
Stars revealed...
One star shone the brightest...
In this time of darkness...
Bringing hope and light...
To all those around...
Perhaps there really is a silver lining behind every cloud....
Light at the end of every tunnel...
I feel blessed to be here...
The final 74...
Maybe its really time to move on...

It was just an overwhelming feeling cos i really enjoyed myself... and yah... just tots about my life in nj and hc... later in the night i couldnt sleep was just reflectingon my life now and in hc... there was really loads of memories i cherish and maybe this is realy for the best...

Light at the end of the tunnel

2005-04-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Just came back from dinner with cai jie, peiying and caijie again... So happy... Finally something good came out of me coming into NJ- I got into council! Yeah... So happy! I got a meagre 97 votes but the lowest was 74 and i am 13 positions from the bottom... which is... 61st... heck lah! Get in a happy liao...

Was so nervous cos i couldnt go for the results... actually i didnt want to go cos i was so certain i will kenna kicked out... No confidence wat so ever... also i really tot that my luck was alwasy bad and getting kicked out of hc proved it even more... was practically shaking during practice and anxiously waiting for the sms that nv came... tot my friends didnt noe how to break the news to me...

was talking to rui ping and she kinda talked to me to made sure i wont be sad if i didnt get in... then sixun came back... my heart just stopped cos i wanted to noe the results... but i scared i will lose face in front of my 2 section mate. Claris looked ok... i think... then sixun said i got in and i was like... what? u sure?

kinda doubted her and she told me tat i was missing out on a lot... i was so happy then but i dare not show it in case got another melvin... then she told me claris also got in.

during break, shiying told me 8 of her classmates voted for me cos they tot i looked cute on the tissue box... haha so flattered... many ppl asked me whether i got in or not and i said maybe... in the end i was confirmed but jun hao when he told me he knew the results way early in theafternoon cos got councillors in his class... yay!

Self consolation

2005-04-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Heck care about campagining...
Heck care about tomolos result...
I'm used to bad luck
I'm used to rejection
I'm used to embarrassment
What can be more devastating then being kicked out of hc...

Sch rocked

2005-04-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

Went to school with a positive attitude and it was quite enjoyable! Was chirpy and like my normal self in hc... its all in the mind...

IP preview performance

2005-04-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yes... today we sightread a piece again and i am once again reminded of my sucky sightreading skills... its japanese graffitti... the performance was ok lah... the band sounded very impressive cos of all the echoes in the linkway and again i was spell bounded by the slapper... lame tessimoh and i devised a new way to hold our oboe... still got room for improvement...

after that had seciton lunch... we ostraed ourselves from the the rest of the band.. and ate three diff types of lunch- mee goreng,fried noodles and mee siam... very fun... we had a lot of fun critising one another and dropping stuff on the table... great section bonding... i thikn our section most fun! then me and sixun went to kope food from the buffet... we koped like loads and loads and ran off... hahaha... we made a mess of the table cos we were pratically like flinging stuff form one tuppleware to the other... YAY! my section rocks...

sigh... hope i get into council cos i am quite sure that i am in the bottom 18... hope got miracle...

I just wanna scream...
i feel so suffocated...
i can't breathe...
can somebody help me...

Speech Day

2005-04-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

The worse day of my life... tot my speech very good but got not a lot of response from the audience... somemore my grouping the ppl all so qiang... u oe got 3 or 4 in top 20... argh... felt outshone and demoralised...w hen i got to the last speech i was so disheartened i did not bother to answer any quesitons... i regret it now...
HALL: freaking nervous... screwed up speech... did not ans questions but some ppl also nv ans i think
LT5: ok lah but very happy someone directed a question at me... tot my campaigning went quite well. he asked if i will still provide tissues after the campaigning then i said if i am voted in... i will lor... i also said i will wipe u clean which was stupid but nvm...
break: tried my best to fit in but didnt really with the council elects felt left out but its ok cos its the first time i am meeting them anyway but they all seemed so bonded perhaps all ogls...
LT1: sucked big time... lousy speech + dishearteded + nv ans question... worse is that sixun had to be there to witness everything...

went back to hc later to get instru... happy to be back but sad that i sucked... even fel's frend also said that i sucked... sobsss...
band went quite well i campaigned again cos ia m totally desperate and i am counting on them for votes... hope everything turns out well...

a sudden thought

2005-04-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

you only treasure what u had when u lose it

Why?

2005-04-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

Dunno why i got a sudden urge to go back...
I really miss everything...
All the crap and crap that happened...
why must fate be so cruel to tear us apart...
throw me into something else...
its nice there too...
getting used to it...
but i just miss the times...
where i would look forward to going to school...
sitting on the class bench...
getting my instrument only when they finished warm ups...
running back to the class bench then running to chop good seats...
i miss sitting next to ppl who mean something...
i miss them waking me up in lectures...
i just miss everything...
so unfair everything must be taken away from me...
why?

miss the times...

2005-04-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

i noe i should have gotten over hc but just cant help myself thinking about it sometimes... the fun we had together...

today went back with crystal, glad she met her frends or else feel very guilty dragging her all the way there...

yes... met a lot of familar faces and talked to a lot of ppl... was sitting at the class bench talking to huili, huiling, kailing, swin and wei loon.... just talked about stuff and more stuff... yah... so nostalgic...like the good old times... wei loon also very nice...

sometimes i wished i could turn back time and relive everything again... but since its not possible just have to deal with it...

Band at nie

2005-04-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

STRESSED!!! With council stuff... how to garner more votes... sigh... trying my best liao... hope everything turns out fine...

today band very funny cos me and tess got some stpid scandal so we pretended to be maarried and we wore some scotchtape thing as a our engagement thingy! so funny lor... somemore she spposed to be 9 months pregnant... so i divorced her cos the child isnot mine... so childish... we used our scotcht tape to make a ooe mute!

After that went dinner... got to noe valarie better...

EARTHQUAKE part 2

2005-04-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

Aiyoh... today b4 i came back for tuition... got earthquake... my mom ask me not to come up but i very sian so i dun care... later... i talking to samuel halfway got another earthquake... quite vigourous... my cous was screaming but we all too lazt to walk down so we just continued doing our stuff... so funny... as the flat was shaking i was tlaking to samuel lor... he say i very heck care... i guess so too...

today i think i finally xiang tong le... awakened... saw the light... njc isnt all so bad... though i will miss the ppl here in hc... i will just have to try harder to keep in contact... sorry for being such a wreck over the past week... thanks to everyone who helped me in one way or another...

j1 outing

2005-04-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

today i woke up late cos i tot go boon lay very fast but boy i was wrong... in the end my dad also drive me to jurong east... sigh... by the time got there already very late... felt so guilty so took money from my dad to treat the whole section=13 ppl hash brown... lucky nie very cheap...

band prac was very boring... but i still very rusty... must practise... had a lot of fun playing with the umbrellas with tess... stupid ruiping and sixun dunno wanna go...
1st: we tried to take out the umbrella from the benchs: ffailed
2nd: tried to spin the umbrella: failed
3rd: tried to close the umbrella: failed
the string i thought could be tugged came off! i was so scared i quickly threw it in the dust bin and left...

yay! band over and we had lunch... sixun disappeared so me tess and ruiping went to look for our ring... tikamed for a bandana and got 2 of the same designs... i whole life so unlucky... later watched pacifier... not bad lah... oh well... at least got to noe the j1s better... our ring maybe on monday then get... haha

Coucil Q/A

2005-04-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

So kewl.... today i pon lessons to go to hc! so happy can wear hc uniform.... then can sit with the class and seniors... get back some of the lost gan jue... haha...

so boring leh... hoped i helped sam and karin with the stupid questions... sam and karin so romantic... tui lai tui qu... in the end sing a song together.. .mx must be careful! sam can also sing quite well... herbert very mean ask bobbert such a difficult question... so happy all 3 of u got in! lucky i nv join or els u all no chance one...

came to hc with tess to visit guan min but she not there... nvm... nxt week bring tess and sixun go surprise her... the sixun say i can go to nie so i run back... dropped a lot of thing on the way... but go there also no use... dunno a lot of ppl there... so sian... later wanted to go band later but i think i cannot make it... so met kl, swin, yt, jon, minnie...

talked a lot then went home... hope i get shortlisted on mon or else i will be pissed... i hate JAE...

interview

2005-04-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

today got interview i very nervous... i went there and waited for like 1 hr... went there at 4.45... and only got to be interviewed at 6pm...

firstly, i was supposed to obeserve my surroundings and see whther i can show some inititative... hints from my frend mah... i saw the white board dirty... i asked to clean it but they say "no need"... i was like diao... 3 drops of sweat...

secondly, i was asked the standard questions... quite ok... one was about one aspect that i can improve on the school... i tot about the class unity i desperately missed and crapped a lot about it... haha

thirdly, i had this stupid senario thingy where i was supposed to persuade someone from my house to run... then i started quite ok then they keep diao naning until i ended up sa jiaoing which i tot was hopeless...

forthly, i was asked to cheer... so embarassing and my most feared part... i cheered once wrongly... then i stopped and cheered again... this time even though it was wrong... i just continueed...i started screaming and clapping at the end to attract attention... another embarrassing moment...

fifthly, i was asked if i prefered spongebob or captain planet and how did it refer to myself... i said spongebob cos he very cute and well liked... maybe i should have said capt planet coshe saved the day... but i just continued.. say he very pro... got a lot fans... has he own movie... now no one noes who the hell the cap planet... the i said like spongebob very aa and act cute cos i wanna attract gals... just wanted to leave an impression...

oh well... heard them all laugghing when i exited... dunno whether good sign or bad but i quite pessimistic...

Council elections

2005-04-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

Council elections

jia you!!!! boobs, karin and sam!!!!!!! i will come and support u!!!!!!! so exciting u Q&A! must answer properly!!! try to be funny also!

I getting used to njc liao... ppl there are also very nice!! love s16 and band!! yay!!! miss the times we had together!! i wanna kan titu!!!! so long nv kan i feel very sad. can't wait to kan with u all again...

oh yeah!!! hi wei loon! u very lucky got into the coolest class in hc!!! hi! have fun ok! must continue the nj spririt! must mug mug and mug togehter!

melvin

njc band rox!

2005-04-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!! can't believe i am writing this so quickly but nj band very fun! Esp our oboe section so happening... tkk dun kill me but we also wan section ring!!! haha... we going to make on sat! ours will be cooler than urs!!!!!!!! b4 that got section breakfast too at jp b4 we going to nie to practice! so exciting...

today quite fun also... crapping with sixun and ruiping/sweeping... the conductor said the second in takers were doing so well...mentioned my name... i was giggling cos i bet it was becos he couldnt hear me properly... hope i am really confirmed in syf...

later got band dinner! very fun... let me get the names right... jiaming, wilson, deon, kar wai, eng hon, cai jie, joanne, shu he, kristee... i cannot rmb... yay! band rox... looking forward to band prac... haha... hope my interview goes well tomolo...

...dunno why... keeping thinking about the fun times i had in the first 3 months... esp kantituing with the guys during recess... oh man... i so wish i can do it again...... crapping with them and teasing them..... i miss the times....

ReAppeal day no.7

2005-04-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

i guess its really over....
a closure...
from 2 touched and sympathic souls...
to all the questions...
to all the doubts...
the endless waiting in the carpark...
the mindless wondering in the ad block...
its time to move on...
and i really will...
but all the memories...
will be deeply cherished...

ps: noezin & i will be writing a book for my 06s75 and s77 juniors

05s16

2005-04-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

ok ok... njc isnt really as bad as i thought... starting to like my whole class a lot now... actually a whole lot now... there are really fun and great ppl here... the gals are the best... i think they are so much fun! haha... hope the guys dun read this... th guys in my class all so pro lor... heard from the gals themselves...

lectures suck lar so boring! I love my form teacher!!!!!!!she rocks!!!!!!! been stoning the whole day cos can escape tuts cos 2nd intaker mah... need time to adapt and catch up... HAHA... dunno why keep thinking of hc and s75... can see the clock tower from my physics lab... so much memories... need some time to get over them...

anyway... weixuan rox... so nice accompany me to th band room to get my stuff... y u dun listen to us and choose to walk the other way... there wet mah... lol....

hc visit no.6

2005-04-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

yup... thats the no. of time i visited hc ever since i was posted to njc...

today went there early cos my lessons ended at 12.30... so slack! haha... i went with my fellow class mate and hc reject louis... got a lot of flies on the way... cracked him up like mad about my feelings about hc in my weird chinese accent and act-poeyic style... we went to my class bench and did our fav hobby- mugging!!! met a new frend... likai... prob irritated by my nonsensical talking... lol

finally lessons ended and swin came to find me... quickly walked to the classroom to aviod being recongnised in njc uniform... yay!!! Was greeted by a sea of brown... everyone all looked more matured in thier new uni... sad lah i kena axed but nvm... i will get over it.... then i told them all about my day and even learnt the BL dance... looked tough but i will work hard... dun worry!

then they all left... i wanted to leave but got a strange teacher kept standing there... then me and ytjust dun care and walked off lor... found kl, clem and hli... said bye to the co ppl and left to nj...

band prac

2005-04-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

Aiyoh so sian... got band prac today... so many running notes... until i siow... very dificult leh amazonia... sigh... musy practise harder...

had a lot of fun crapping with my section esp with tess... ruiping so nice keep helping me count!!! so gan ren!!! thanks to sixun for all the advice too... so funny.., got scolded by the conductor for talking... oh no got bad rep liao... trying desperately to make more firends....

so funny... play halfway got smog coming in thru the lights... then from under the door also got smog... so funny had to evacutate cos very bad to breathe in all the crap...

band ended at 8pm... maybe i just need more time to adapt to the new band... miss hc band...

i miss hc band...

2005-04-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went back to hc cos the dance party very cliquish... alot of first in takers... my class and og both ponned... ogl also ponned...so no food for me... so pathetic... yup... then met liting and went backwith her lor...

in the afternoon i went back already... saw hui wen but she dunno where the section was then i met shelly... so we went to go look for them together... found them in the amphi... saw the trumpets on the wasy and charmine asked me to smile... daniel also came adn talked in his funny glow in the dark uni...

talked to guan min who was feeling very sad about her block test results... she did damn well for maths... got 89! wow! but she say she disappointed with her physics... she encouraged to continue bugging the admin and she really hoped i'd stayed... but... i really dunno... later the rest of the section came and alwyn also asked about my appeal... later talked to gordon also... then i saw one njc gal and tot she was waving at me so i waved back but actually waving at gordon lor... so pai sei

in the evening when i came back... saw sixun on the way! so qiao... she cut her hair... look a little bit like steff sun... asked her if she wanted to some along and she agreed lor... too bad fluobes left liao and she left with john...

saw bernard taking to wei xuan and went to talk to the leader of the proest grp for the bio thingy... dunno why he suddenly lifted me up and carried me to the band room from outside the audi... so scary lor... i was lifted quite high... then inside the band room, wei xuan totally cracked meup with this "my brothers and sister" drug ad... lol... then got lifted again by daniel... i so light meh... lolzzz... somemore say can use me to do weights...

later michelle started blowing bubbles while me and litng were talking to pq mong and david... so nice the bubbles... wished i had brought my bag so i can go for band dinner... oh well... nnice ppl at i will miss here... hope i can play for the concert!!

nj band pract no.1

2005-04-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

today got band prac... was looking forward to it so i can see the conductors and meet more ppl there... to my surprise... the SYF piece was so dificult!!! die die!!! sixun, ruiping and tess all can play lor... they played the piece for me once and i noe i am screwed... have to practise extra hard to catch up and hopefully play in syf...

during sectionals... haha... we talk and talk and talked... until the conductor came... he asked me to come over and spoke to me about stuff.... whether i sad about not being accepted to hc again... whehter i settled down... wat sec school... and about tian tee... lol... yup... after that i had a terrble timetrying to sight read both pieces... cos in hc we nv practise the set piece in hc cos its supposedly easier for our standard... lolzzz... so ijust stoned while i returned sixun her oboe... yah... practically stoned and near dosed off... kena scolded for crossing my legs by mr hon.... oops...

band ended... time to go lunch... all the j1s dun wanna go... or maybe they go themselves... so i tagged along with sixun... got very giddy in the bus... then at west mall i sat with jun hao, daniel, crystal and mabel... tried to talk a lot with them... very nice ppl... after that outside i met weilun and his frend... haha so "qiao"... afterwards had to rush home...lost my way and met wei lun again... asked him for directions and scooted off again...

tonight i am going to practice hard... sixun told me that it is very sad that ppl will forgot her after she left... wonder it will happen to me...

Aprils fool

2005-04-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yes... If u read kailings blog... here is my take on the "aprils fool" joke...

after meeting up with the band ppl... I went to the class bench and saw jon playing bridge with the kl, 2hls... after a while swin came with some news... suddenly... hl hit swin and swin started giggling... i tot it was kinda wierd but did not take it to heart.. jon left and i took over... played a while and went to change to the nj polo tee...

yes... when i came back... i could nt find my wallet and my new hp! OMG! i was so scared... i looked thru my bag and still could not find it... sigh... i tot it was really lost when hl said that someone picked it up... then i tot i was kinda suspicious... aprils fool i tot... but dare not try to spoil the joke but scully if real one then i also no face... so i played along and went back to the toliet first then the band ppl there to check... on the way there i kept turning around trying to catch hl and kl sniggering behind my back and i could expose thier little ploy... but to no avail... "they must be damn good actresses" i tot...

I went to the band area and couldnt find anything... didnt ask my band snrs cos i didnt want to alarm them... then i knew that it had to be a aprils fool joke... i decided to play along and go back to the class bench... kl and hl were very flustered and i tot to myself again... "yeah rite..."

this time they tot swin took it for an aprils fool joke and called him... they even scolded him for taking it... "Great acting skills and very realistic" i tot to myself. But swin say he did not... i also didnt think that swin would go to such an extent to play an aprils fool joke on me... maybe if i were still in hc yes... but i going a rough patch now... so tot it was unlikely... then when kl looked at me at asked if it was an aprils fool joke... i was like " woah lao... they must be plan damn long to make it sound damn realistic... maybe even analysed how i would think and react in such situtations..."

Then they asked me go sc room to check... they seemd to keep wanting me to leave the class bench... i was kinda suspicious then already so i inisited i left it here... they no choice decided to check for me... when they left i saw them smiling and waving to jia ying... if this is real ppl got time to smile meh... then it struck me... swin must have took it from me while i was looking at them play then passed it to hl. hl was shocked so she slapped his hand... it all made sense now and i was sure it was an aprils fool joke...

then when they came back they say dun have... i tot they collabarated with welin to hide my hp there and i went to search there sure got one... i was sure it was with them... so i asked them to call again... trying to hear some vibration sounds from their bag... then i felt the vibration on the class bench... i tot it was in my bag... but actually it was under someones bag lor...

then everyone all so funny... all giving thier sides of the story,,, they tot my imagination very fertile... haha... they all also really tot i sabo them but i did not... where got mood too... we wanted to play a trick on swin but i told them not to... so nice rite... haha... oh well... quite an unforgettable day...

Reappeal day 6

2005-04-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

time has passed...
wounds have yet to be healed...
my studies are being affected...
my cca and social life is too...
my mind is telling me to give up...
but my heart does not...
so many things i would be leaving behind...
so many memories that i cherish...
maybe it is really time to give up...
and start afresh...
i really dunno...

njc day no.4

2005-04-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yes.... today very fun! First time went for band there! I mean in the morning... Got a great experience! So fun... met more band ppl... My section ultra nice... all gals... got sixun ,tess and one more j2... will try to rmb her name tomolo... had warm ups in the band room... then we went outside the hall to play for the ppl inside the hall... yup... No space for us inside... Missed on all the announcements though. Only got 2 oboes for 4 ppl... haha... dunno how to fit for syf...

Got to noe my class today. It is streamed and it is so called the best triple sci class... there the ppl very very nice... maybe i will start to like them more and my jc life wont be as sad as i tot it would be? met 2 2nd in takers at the door... they very nice from nan hua also... they are alica and XL... met a few other ppl in our class and i think it will be as fun as 05s75... heard they are close to thier snr class too! Yay!

Took the sc form today to think whther i wanna join over the weekends... dun really noe a lot of ppl there exp for my og, band, class and some acs ppl (cant recognise most of them in thier nj uni...)

njc day no.3

2005-03-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

Well... Today not just any day in njc, it was a special one... Cos i ponned it like totally! Firstly cos of the 8.30 thingy so decided to crash hc... Felt weird... walking down the familiar pathway... that i so look forward to everyday since tues... very nostalgic de gan jue... Got stares from ppl who recognised me. Ppl tot my appeal was successful... or so i wish...

yay... get to sit at my fav class bench! it has been a long long time since i sat there in the morning... but i doesnt feel the same anymore... prob cos i feel out of place... cos i dun beling here? I dunno... Feels weird nowadays... Even standing at assembly, mrs yeo also got a shock... tot i was back for good... again... i wish...

Yes... went to look for u noe who but both not in... i wanted to go back but really wanted to support moziac... So i crashed the general elections... Quite entertaining... even encouraged noezin who was already at njc to come to hc and watch! Bobbert so bobeberty again... but i am sure he "bao" get in one... But i wont vote for him (beocs i cannot vote for anybody.. lol) My moziac... the animation so cute!!!!!!!! i like the uniform... hope both of u get through! Felt really bad about causing inconvenience cos i left halfway... sigh... Must jia you!!

Then i went for recess and lessons with the class... Like the good old times... So happy at first... queueing up in the canteen... talking to classsmates during recess... things that i prob took for granted... they all seemed like precious memories now... a time tat i can never go back too... I seem to have less topics in common with them... nv attedened classes with them for like almost a 2 weeks... later... we went for bio... my first tutorial in like sooo long! missed the feeling of cuddling in small room. haha... got back my bio test and surprise surprise! i got single digit! Muahahaha.... Oh well... try harder next time... Halfway during the checking of enzyme tutorial (which i did... ok ok... i copied... but did not bring...), i suddenly spaced out... and realised how much i missed everything... felt sad... oh well... have to get over it... But i still had some fun throwing pens around tricking ppl that i got very high (which prob no one believe) and making ppl believe that other ppl did way better than them! lol...

I returned to njc later... met up with sixun and hara... sixun made me practise so hard... we ended up talking about our first 3 months and our posting... both of us have the same fate... felt the same... for once i felt not alone... prob inspired by how well she is coping now in a new jc... maybe i join sc there also? dunno whether i can get thru the 1st round... oh well... band ppl seems nice... got some stupid rumour floating around but nvm that... After my prac met xin ling there! happy to see someone familiar but i paid a price... my nickname... smacky... hiaz... oh well... at least got some hc memories here...

Really liked njc today... myabe it is really better for me since i am too slack in hc and i really need to mug... thinking of the pros and cons... life is full of choices...

ReAppeal day no.4

2005-03-31T13:49:00.000+08:00

i never wanna go back there again...
i dun wan...
its so sucky...
the feeling of rejection...
the feeling of dispair...
i dun wish to continue trying...
cos i got no engery to...
the easy way ou tis to adapt to a new environment...
to accept new ppl...
but do i wish to?
is this just a passing phase in life?
that i will just get over soon?
will i regret if i dun try?
i really dunno ...
and i dun ish to think about it anymore...
i walk this empty road...
all alone...

nj day no.2

2005-03-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Boring day again... in the mornin saw the f word spraed on top of the jnr college's wall... so obvious... Nvm... they quickl covered it up in white paint b4 anyone noticed. My class tot i was the one who did it cos i wasnt online yesterday... sigh... i kinda laughed when i drove past it. But tcome to think of it, njc didnt do me wrong. its hc... oh welll... felt guilty for laughing at it now... When my class told me tat i was the vandal, i told them if i spray i go sprayhc one... haha

yup... boring day again... aircon for the bio lecture wasnt on until like 5 b4 the lecture ended... noezin was like" yes, can feel the aircon..." yup... tats practically all we did today... ponned the civics lesson to go back hc. felt happy on the way back. cos can see familiar faces again...me winnie and noezin were smiling from ear to ear when we walked towards hc... oh well... have to get over it soon...

oh yeah... got stopped by the sercurity guard on the way out, a slip of my tongue and i told him i was j1 cos j1s not allowed out... i was arguing with him... i ws like "my ffrends are all out there, those are my classmates... i am j2!!1" i just stared deeply into his eyes and he let me out unwillingly... haha... no wonder lester said i very good at pan ke lian... like the cat in shrek 2 liketat... a lot of ppl better thank me cos while iwas arguing with the guard a lot of j1s left from behind him lor... evil... haha

appaeal... more and more no hope... oh well... maybe its time i settled down and not let this affect my studies and my cca in njc... start afresh... as mr so said... i guess...

later i went to acjc and concert to hear my juniors play... very sad... no mood to watch after all that has happened... oh well... left early after thinking about a lot of stuff and sat alone at the fountain as i aited for my dad to come...

ReAppeal day no.4

2005-03-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

you all dun understand how i feel...
sitting in the office for hours...
facing the principal...
begging the clark to let me in...
getting stares from wearing the nj uni...
talking about hc in nj...
feeling like a pest in the GO...
its not that i wanna give up...
i really got no energy to continue...

1st real day in nj

2005-03-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today was my first real day in njc leh... The previous days were just stupid orientation... In the morning, i quickly made my way to school to meet jie yu for his uniform. So funny... he was like"i can see u, turn around!" I just kept turning and turning but i just couldnt see him! Haha... When i approached he looked kinda familier... met him at jts once mah... Haha... Nice guy! Lent his unifirom to a almost complete stranger leh. Just told him i was from his nr class in hc.

Today i had like tons of lectures and lectures and lectures... Mostly were introuctory lessons to the sylabus... BORING!!! Made tons of friends in my effort to set up a "hc reject" club in njc. Haha... Hopefully we can activities like going back to hc today! Some familiar faces like DX from hc flute section. Happy that he got out of acjc! didnt noe that he and kai chun were good frends. Aftere we had a boring chem lecture where i slept almost hal of it.

Yes! It was finally over! I decided to pon my last lecture and headed back to hc with noezin... Knew her from tkk's class and fellow bio enrichment classmate... we talked a lot about life in nj and hc... Very sad... Both of us love hc so much... And hated the "hei an" of the appeals... Sigh...
We got back and walked around hc in our njc uniform... got a lot of sympathic looks from passer bys... Met 2 other hc rejects. Zi hao and zi ping... we continued talking and talking about successful appeals and failed appeals like us. We wanted to stomp to the admin and request them to set up a new class... Oh well... Tat is just an impossible dream...

The bell rang! yay! So happy! my classmates all streamed down to the class bench! happy to see familiar faces again... faces of ppl who really mean something to me... ppl who missed me(thick skinned rite?)... Got more sympathic look from close band frends who saw m in the nj uni as i crossed the mass dance area. the classall got a shock too! haha... me in a extra large uni... lol... Mass dance started soon... and i was reluctant to dance in my njc uni but wat the heck! We danced and danced till the sky fell down... and i was thrown back into reality that i was no longer part of hc... part of 05s75... my heart sank... and i knew i had to check on my appeal...

some o us went to eat at kap after the day...
the results of the appeals should be out today or tomolo... but ppl hav recieeved thier calls liao... i am rather disheartened... as time slowly ticks away...

EARTHQUAKE

2005-03-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! So exciting! Got earhquake! Was so tired after talking to bobbert and john on msn... decided to go get some sleep! Suddenly! Everything started shaking! It was around 12.10. My parents were so frantic they quickly got dressed an ask me to go down immediately. I was kinda shocked cos the whole building was moving so frantically!!! The lanterns (which i havent took down from CNY) were swaying!!! EEks... I opened the door... And everyone was like rushing down from upstair. I kinda got giddy and my heart felt weird... So continued to slowly make my way down smsing as many ppl i can rmb! And i kept saying "so exciting!" to my parents!

Then we like waited downstairs to like one... Talking to all sorts of neighbours... bonding session... some claimed thier picture frames were like falling off the wall! kinda freaky when i think back now... waited and waited and finally we decided to walk back up... 21 storeys... We alked and talked and gave up and took the lift up.... Now blogging and probably going to sleep. Have to go early to meet jie yu to borrow his uni to wear... No time to buy today. Sigh...

Lessons learnt today:
1) always bring ur valuables along esp ur handphone so u can sms ur frends aout the lastest happenings
2) if the lights start flickering and u live on the 21 storey, dun bother climbing down cos u are much safer one top. (Only 4 more stories of rubble wont kill!)
3) u are supposed to stand away from the building when u reach the lobby, not congregate and sit on the benches in the void deck.
4) Always stand near the lift once the earthquake ends so u can chiong up and not have to wait in line or resort to taking stairs
5) if u walking up and u see the lift, immediately shout to ur slower family member downstairs to stop it

ReAppeal day no.2

2005-03-28T09:44:00.000+08:00

What to do?
What to do?
What to do?
I am so lost and confused by everyhing,
Disheartened by the way everything turned out,
Disappointed that i could not see the principal.
There is no one sittin in the ofice with me
Is it really because there is really no hope
And that everyone has resigned to thier fates?
Shoud i do the same too?
i dunno what to do and wat to think.
Why wont they wanna see me?
Its not like there are 10 other parents out there...

JAE posting day

2005-03-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

Yes... a day of sorrow and terror... The worse possible thing that could ever happen to me... My worst nightmare... But general appeal got hope.. hopefully!

Today, in the morning ppl heard from zinnie that our class one one person kena booted out! I was very scared! cos i knew it either had to be me or jun hong... Sheldon cos he is chinese high and got 8 A1s... so should be safe... The after assembly, me, jun hong, swin and bobbert went to check! i was freaking out at that point but jun hong seemed calm... we waited for out turn in line... I was trembling cos this really meant a lot me... I made jun hong check first cos i got a bad feelin about me... And surprise surprise... i am forever the unlucky one... jun hong managed to stay... i noe i was doomed... and i am forever ritte about such stuff... Yes... njc for me....

At was totally horrified and terrified!!!!!! but then... i tot about general appeal the letter i prepared the night b4 plus all the certs and stuff... i tot i should be ok... or so i was consolling myself... The 3 of them kindly followed to me to get the appeal form... each of them took one cos they knew i sure need a lto one cos i very untidy... oh well... started filling up in the fish tank cos kinda in a state of shock... checked with tkk and david... both got posted to acjc and njc respectively... but both got strong appeals... and i think igot 8pts which is quite high so i tot i should be ok...

smsed some ppl in my class cos they having pw now... then sms inbox got flooded from ppl like the 3 hs, kl, zinnie and kegan... talked to jerry chai... told me i was quite safe... felt much better... i decided to refine my letter so decided not to hand in the form today... got some nice words from brian... pq... some more band ppl...

pw was over and the class came charging down... asking about me... i was quite touched... Esp huiyi who helped me write the thingy cos my hand writing cannot make it... KL and HL who was thinking bout stuff to make my thingy nicer... Felt immense saddness but i believe i will pull through the general appeal!

Math lesson was free! Yay! We discussed on where to go and wat to do... Thanks again to clem and jon who helped me refined my letter until damn pro... fionally we decided on fel's house... cool... on the way out... swin and bren suddenly canot go dunno wat they up too... found out later lah... yah...

at fel's house, i so lifeless... gloomy as kegan said... thinking of all the possible senarios and my backup plan... practically dozed of during princess mononoke... jon and yt came followed by swin and bren... minnie was supposed to teach me the erhu... cool... instead bren gave me crash course... very fun... then jerry chai called me but couldnt get thru so call swin... so nice called to see if i was ok... they rest of the day got draggy and i could stay there any longer cos needed some time alone... after a dinner, swin treated me cos i got no money... some promise also if i leave he treat me... yah... i was spacing out during dinner also...

on the way back home... talked to bobbert about some fun stuff and sad... didnt really expect this to be my last day in hc... i got no xing li zhun pei! last night i tot just being extra and write write... hiaz.. didnt noe must use it...

Oh well i just pray for the best... hope everything will turn out rite and i will recieve the call tomolo!

My b day!!

2005-02-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys... Thanks for the awesome cake yahting and kailing rite? Hui li also issit? Oh yea thanks to ming swin and justine for the present. Oi the rest better give me after the weekend ok. Anyway happy birthday to me and i hope i will continue to grow and mature into a better gentleman that i am already am. Can't wait to eat Jac's cake tomolo. And lastly... I WANT MORE PRESENTS!

Let me write more about my day... yes... so great one of my best b day's ever... i went to school... then the band sang a b day song for yi suan! her b day also today! so qiao! i very shocked... then after they sing finsihed, guan min told them that my b day also today so they also sang a song for me also! but i very jealous yi suan got flowers and the principal also wished her... "next year ba..." i tot to myself.

later... stupid huiling was psychoing me tellin me they really no time to buy for me cake... i was quite sad leh... but in the end they all bluff me! they brought me to the canteen and showed me a cake they baked... quite nice leh but being the typical me... of course i say not nice!! but thanks anyway to huiling, yah ting, huiyi and kailing for baking the cake. we offered one to ms yeo and jac... jac also very nnice she said she bot for me but forgot to bring...

later in class... the last... period... sigh... dunno wat happened also... it all happened so fast... abpout some dumb comment that i made about my branded underwear... then all the gals left and the guys boned me... lucky i very pro... grabbed on to my shirt so they cannot pull it off... stupid jun hong took some pics but luckily he very stupid... nv take clearly... muahahaha...

oh yah... justine gave me a choco bar cos i gave her something nice on her bday! and ming swin gave me a card... so nice! haha... cant wait for more presents!!!!

My badge broke...

2005-01-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

today during gp... jac yeo was like... going thru all the stupid gp stuff... got into a group with ming swin, yah ting and huili... quite happy with my grp... got 2 ppl tat i knew quite well...

then suddenly stupid ming swin started playing with my badge so irritating... then dunno how he started pulling then the whole thing broke! I was so pissed... but i dunno him well so pretend to be not angry but inside i wanna slap his face... haha... just joking lah... but i really liked the chain... so he offered to fix it lor... then i let him fix... then suddenly he told me the badge fix liao... i tot he very qiang... but then i noticed that something was different... so i asked to see his badge... then he showed me the broken one... lol... that means he tried to exchanged the badge when i wasnt looking... so cute... then i felt very guilty lor... somemore he was fixing it thru out the gp lesson and i was evenmore guilty... when he offered to pay i said nv... coshe was so nice...

yes... nice guy... maybe i will become good friends with him next time...