JAE posting day
Yes... a day of sorrow and terror... The worse possible thing that could ever happen to me... My worst nightmare... But general appeal got hope.. hopefully!
Today, in the morning ppl heard from zinnie that our class one one person kena booted out! I was very scared! cos i knew it either had to be me or jun hong... Sheldon cos he is chinese high and got 8 A1s... so should be safe... The after assembly, me, jun hong, swin and bobbert went to check! i was freaking out at that point but jun hong seemed calm... we waited for out turn in line... I was trembling cos this really meant a lot me... I made jun hong check first cos i got a bad feelin about me... And surprise surprise... i am forever the unlucky one... jun hong managed to stay... i noe i was doomed... and i am forever ritte about such stuff... Yes... njc for me....
At was totally horrified and terrified!!!!!! but then... i tot about general appeal the letter i prepared the night b4 plus all the certs and stuff... i tot i should be ok... or so i was consolling myself... The 3 of them kindly followed to me to get the appeal form... each of them took one cos they knew i sure need a lto one cos i very untidy... oh well... started filling up in the fish tank cos kinda in a state of shock... checked with tkk and david... both got posted to acjc and njc respectively... but both got strong appeals... and i think igot 8pts which is quite high so i tot i should be ok...
smsed some ppl in my class cos they having pw now... then sms inbox got flooded from ppl like the 3 hs, kl, zinnie and kegan... talked to jerry chai... told me i was quite safe... felt much better... i decided to refine my letter so decided not to hand in the form today... got some nice words from brian... pq... some more band ppl...
pw was over and the class came charging down... asking about me... i was quite touched... Esp huiyi who helped me write the thingy cos my hand writing cannot make it... KL and HL who was thinking bout stuff to make my thingy nicer... Felt immense saddness but i believe i will pull through the general appeal!
Math lesson was free! Yay! We discussed on where to go and wat to do... Thanks again to clem and jon who helped me refined my letter until damn pro... fionally we decided on fel's house... cool... on the way out... swin and bren suddenly canot go dunno wat they up too... found out later lah... yah...
at fel's house, i so lifeless... gloomy as kegan said... thinking of all the possible senarios and my backup plan... practically dozed of during princess mononoke... jon and yt came followed by swin and bren... minnie was supposed to teach me the erhu... cool... instead bren gave me crash course... very fun... then jerry chai called me but couldnt get thru so call swin... so nice called to see if i was ok... they rest of the day got draggy and i could stay there any longer cos needed some time alone... after a dinner, swin treated me cos i got no money... some promise also if i leave he treat me... yah... i was spacing out during dinner also...
on the way back home... talked to bobbert about some fun stuff and sad... didnt really expect this to be my last day in hc... i got no xing li zhun pei! last night i tot just being extra and write write... hiaz.. didnt noe must use it...
Oh well i just pray for the best... hope everything will turn out rite and i will recieve the call tomolo!
posted at [11:45 PM]
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