njc day no.3
Well... Today not just any day in njc, it was a special one... Cos i ponned it like totally! Firstly cos of the 8.30 thingy so decided to crash hc... Felt weird... walking down the familiar pathway... that i so look forward to everyday since tues... very nostalgic de gan jue... Got stares from ppl who recognised me. Ppl tot my appeal was successful... or so i wish...
yay... get to sit at my fav class bench! it has been a long long time since i sat there in the morning... but i doesnt feel the same anymore... prob cos i feel out of place... cos i dun beling here? I dunno... Feels weird nowadays... Even standing at assembly, mrs yeo also got a shock... tot i was back for good... again... i wish...
Yes... went to look for u noe who but both not in... i wanted to go back but really wanted to support moziac... So i crashed the general elections... Quite entertaining... even encouraged noezin who was already at njc to come to hc and watch! Bobbert so bobeberty again... but i am sure he "bao" get in one... But i wont vote for him (beocs i cannot vote for anybody.. lol) My moziac... the animation so cute!!!!!!!! i like the uniform... hope both of u get through! Felt really bad about causing inconvenience cos i left halfway... sigh... Must jia you!!
Then i went for recess and lessons with the class... Like the good old times... So happy at first... queueing up in the canteen... talking to classsmates during recess... things that i prob took for granted... they all seemed like precious memories now... a time tat i can never go back too... I seem to have less topics in common with them... nv attedened classes with them for like almost a 2 weeks... later... we went for bio... my first tutorial in like sooo long! missed the feeling of cuddling in small room. haha... got back my bio test and surprise surprise! i got single digit! Muahahaha.... Oh well... try harder next time... Halfway during the checking of enzyme tutorial (which i did... ok ok... i copied... but did not bring...), i suddenly spaced out... and realised how much i missed everything... felt sad... oh well... have to get over it... But i still had some fun throwing pens around tricking ppl that i got very high (which prob no one believe) and making ppl believe that other ppl did way better than them! lol...
I returned to njc later... met up with sixun and hara... sixun made me practise so hard... we ended up talking about our first 3 months and our posting... both of us have the same fate... felt the same... for once i felt not alone... prob inspired by how well she is coping now in a new jc... maybe i join sc there also? dunno whether i can get thru the 1st round... oh well... band ppl seems nice... got some stupid rumour floating around but nvm that... After my prac met xin ling there! happy to see someone familiar but i paid a price... my nickname... smacky... hiaz... oh well... at least got some hc memories here...
Really liked njc today... myabe it is really better for me since i am too slack in hc and i really need to mug... thinking of the pros and cons... life is full of choices...
posted at [10:49 PM]
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