Etude XXX eve...
I SO FEEL LIKE A LOSER NOW! I mean... i kinda suck at wad i do... yups... my studies are like SHIT (gonna fail 3 subs) and my bio teacher is gonna complain to my sc teacher... AHHHHH!!! so craps can... i suck at the oboe too and prob everything else too... AHHHHH!!! my life is like so crappy sometimes... ARGH....
(looks at sue, invisible woman lah, she not invisible now k? no lame jokes)
ok i feel much better now... haha. Yups! i sold 27 tickets. thats quite an achievement for poor old unpopular me... though my nj class only one go... i still think they are NICE! really... sort of like... dunno how to explain. anyways talked to some hc ppl and sort of realised tt i have left so much behind in the school across the road... kinda sad when i think about it... Cant wait to see them tomolo though! got about 12 going... quite good lor! better then capricio turnout... hope i get as many presents as capricio...
Speaking of which... i so hope i dun screew up phantom... its so unstable... if the reed dry... low d caanot come out! i am so worried... then somemore alwyn played this solo in hc (additional stress) and mark playing it for ac concet (more stress).
ACTUALLY! i feel so happy to be in NJCSB. imean i met so many great ppl... esp my section! it really rocks... hopefully can get stayover but like cancelled. gonna miss sixun and sweeping (craps sixun gonna read this)... the section wont be the same without a ghostly figure and a blind old lady... yups...
the musical journey is gonna end for some of us...
whereas for some,
its has only begun...
posted at [1:12 AM]
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