Wednesday, September 28, 2005
promos
sigh... i cant stand it anymore... sch is such a chore nowadays...esp during tut when i am reminded of my incapabilities and inconsistencies...i feel so suffocated... i dread sch! i dread promos! i dread dropping a subject! i dread getting retained! i regret not working harder.... can somebody save me? i noe i am wasting my time during tuts cos i dun understand...why do u hae to force me to go and make a fool out of my self... if i can use the time to study the topics, wont it be better... i prob some loser typing this right now and u all will be laughing as u all read this cos prob i brought it onto myself... i bet u all think tt i so deserve this and i shouldnt be complaining too much about it rite? i should get retained cos i didnt listen to all of u and study hard rite? showing off tt i nv did a single tut, nv read the notes... im so loser... u all shouldnt be here reading this...
posted at [12:58 AM]
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
:(
i'm saddened...
didnt expect things to turn out this way...
its pity...
but as long as we are all still frends...
its all the matters...
posted at [9:26 PM]
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
TIme...
Time is my limiting reagent,
which prevents me from breaking through the barrier.
Time is my enzymatic inhibitor,
which prevents me from forming the ES complex with my knowledge. Time is my frictional force,
which never fails to push me back whenever I take a step forward.
Time is my dy/dx,
which never fails to equate me to ZERO.
I'm seeing a glimpse of light but will time allow me to reach it?
posted at [12:41 PM]
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Monday, September 19, 2005
please let me be promoted
i'm trying really hard now...
posted at [9:37 PM]
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Friday, September 16, 2005
sigh~
dunno wat happen to me these days... my mood has been really bad... its just when i wanna start working... everything seems to be piling up agian... i wanna catch up... but the workload seems overwhleming... i'm just so crapped up with my life... i jsut 1 total mess....i trying hard, maybe not hard enuff... but all i can see in front of me... is one word... it doesnt start with F but R.... retain...
posted at [11:26 PM]
maf
cool! maf was fun! luckily i went... the programme wasnt tt great... but the coll thing bout maf was the hc spirit. it was so strong and overwhelming... it was just like the good old orientation days where everyone were just enjoying themselves. i had a great time with the company of my ex class... i am really glad i could still carry decent convos with u guys... guesss the bond is still there... actually... i am really surprised to see how much the class has evolved ever since i left... i mean.. it is really becoming more cohesive as ONE! i am really glad tt u guys are bonding so well! kudos to everyone... yups... i really had a good time with u guys and am very glad tt u guys miss me too! haha... so bhb... also so scary leh kena fling up in the air... woohoo... quite exciting also... i dunno... also very happy tt when kl and hli were talking to some grand x? senior... the senior infered based on the no. of t shirts tt there were 27 members in this class... hahaha... so nice... really appriciate what u guys have done to keep me part of 75... miss u guys loads again... just wanna say s75 rocks!
kudos to hc council for doing a great job for maf! really impressed by the lighting and the spirit u guys showed!
posted at [11:16 PM]
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
horrible day...
i can't stand it! why i so careless... make it seem as though i so irresponsible... am i? maybe i am... sigh... i hope i can go maf... NO! I MUST GO MAF! study hard now melvin...
posted at [10:48 PM]
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